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Thursday, August 31, 2006'

went back to sjc with twang today. the concert sucked. cept for the performance done by the teachers. nw.. tt performance rocked. chat with chiang, lim kee tiong, MS NG!!!!, n tt siao 1 [mr sim]. hahahaha... den mr sim sent us back to amk. we were suppose to hang together aft leaving sch for a coffee but siao 1 say he's head hurts.. it was nice of him to still sent us to amk's mrt station.

den.... we forgt to take our ic back. shit. nw, we gotta go back to sch 1 day to gt it back. argh

gonna go out again tml. private sales. hahaha.. too broke to spend. but u knw wat? i can still shop! WINDOW SHOP! haha.. see if i can pick up anything dirt cheap. heh.

ok. i wanna go eat something nw. ciaoz

as for the pics taken today, i'll post them soon! promise. as for the fireworks pics, i havent gt them all.

xoxo
9:23 PM
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Tuesday, August 29, 2006'

so.. i gt my heart broken recently. i promised my anti ones n some non anti ones tt i love loads tt i'll be fine. this time, im keeping the promise to be fine.

thou i want you here with me, but ive gt no choice you gotta leave
my heart is breaking with every word im saying
i gave up everything i had on something that juz wouldnt last
i refuse to cry. no tears plz dun fall on me

to be rude it doesnt matter anymore cos this time, ive grown stronger and im starting to move on

tml's the last day of exams. WHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.... holidays, here i come! heh. n u knw wat? i juz lost my studying mood AGAIN. oh help.

xoxo
11:36 PM
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Sunday, August 27, 2006'

EXAM BLUES!!! haa.. gosh. my head hurts. n guess wat? i havent studied much for today. fell a slp lyk a million times while trying to study. toked on the phone lyk non-stop for dunno hw long. tell me?! hw to study? nt i dun want ok. I DUNNO WHY!! WHY!! TODAY ISNT THE DAY TO STUDY? damn. oh well, i dare say i did work hard for the pass few days, so i guess its ok to slack for today rite? ahaha.. den again, i hope it wun do me harm. why? cos im nt ard to take supp. therefore, MUZ PASS everything!

so sad. every1's enjoying themselves at debbie n jolin's bday party nw. me? stuck here. i wanna be thr! =((( i miss the anti ones. *sigh*

well, at least thr's something to be happy abt. dad agreed to gt me sony micro valut tiny in purple! wheeeeeee.............................. ok. i knw this is shit. its juz a thumb rite? but its super cute ok. im glad 512mb comes in purple. the right size in the right colour. heh.

xoxo
11:06 PM
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Saturday, August 26, 2006'

fine. u wanna play the vanishing game with me? i'll play along with u. *poof!*

xoxo
2:38 PM
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Friday, August 25, 2006'

im suppose to be lyk studying rite nw. but im still sleepy n i juz got outta bed n i havent brush my teeth. haha.. i'll do it straight aft this entry i promise.

juz finished reading nadine's blog. i guess az made her angry all over again. n u knw wat? i seriously understand hw she feels. she's outta tears too. haa.. she tells him tt she loves him n hopes to hear the same fr him but no... and games are more important to him and anything thing else in this world. hmm.. act nad, u're luckier den me. at least, game is lyk more important den anything else. me? its lyk anything else is more important den me. i feels lyk im almost or am act his last priority. i dunno man. but 1 thing's for sure. this feeling sucks. den again wat am i to do? i still love him as much n i still cant bring myself to do anything drastic or wat-so-ever. men. muz they all be lyk tt? argh. watever. i dun wanna care any more. n my nose is so fucking blocked. ARGH

xoxo
12:10 PM
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Wednesday, August 23, 2006'

say you'll stay. dont come and go like u do

im dying.... my goal for today was to finish up my notes on dbsy. but guess wat? im still nt done. looks lyk im left with a lil but ITS A LOT! *faints* argh... hw???? i need to finish dbsy by tonite!! or else, i cant start on ooad and i will nt have time to go thru the codes for dbsy too. die lah. n guess wat? ive lost concentration already. NOOOO!!! CANNOT!!!! =((

looks lyk i gotta wake up early juz to study tml. argh... ok. i gotta go back to studying nw. AGAIN.

oh juz before i go, u knw wat? lil fellow tried to eat the polka dots on my cup. wat a dumb dumb. muz be mich's influence. hahaha.. jk.

xoxo
9:27 PM
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Sunday, August 20, 2006'

Moto RAZR MAXx. the phone i so very want nw. i love it!! and its nt avail in spore. damn it.. so.. hopefully by the time ive gt the cash, moto's online store will be selling it. its only avail in the U.S rah...

i barely studied today. I MUZ! nw, go n study. ciaoz people!

xoxo
8:25 PM
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Friday, August 18, 2006'

so u said u love me last nite. i admit that i was dead shock.

anywaz. lil fellow ate her own shit. i think its by accident. she was hungry n it isnt dinner time yet. oops. sorry lil 1. as an apology, i decided to give her more food. its YUM for her. heh.. n i knw she's happy. she's so bloody hyper rite nw. haha...

ok. study time. ciaoz!

xoxo
9:30 PM
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Thursday, August 17, 2006'

do you knw i exist?
do you knw you've met me?

so.. becos weekend's coming... ive lost ALL my studying mood. fuck. NOO!!! CANNOT!!! i need to study more. im studying too lil! shit. so i guess booking my trip on sat is the killer of my studying mood. seriously. i cant wait to gt outta here n juz fly to aust. i need fresh air. i need a place away from everything for awhile. mom asked if i wanna ask darling twang to come along. but... im nt gonna ask cos i knw the obvious ans she's gonna give me. no. y? lets see the reasons:
1. she has sch. i think exams too
2. she dun have enough $$.
3. hmm.. i dun think thrs a 3. hahaha..

oh well.. we'll go on a trip together another time rite twang?

formal dressing tml. fuck. i gotta look all primp n proper. goodness me. im gonna need alot of wax tml. stupid layers. too much of it means i cant tie a nice, neat, proper ponytail.

xoxo
10:13 PM
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Sunday, August 13, 2006'

u're creating space between us till we're 2 separate hearts

xoxo
9:51 PM
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omfg. so u have to check out this girl fr the same sch as me. im very sure.. my anti people will want to slap her the moment they see her face. haa.. u gotta check out hw show off she is man. *faints* lyk.. this caption she had for 1 of her kissing pics with her girl fren. "After 14 shots of sex on the beach + 5 shots of tequila each ...... * Dbl O ." wats with tt man. goodness me. ok. enough abt her. i think. i had enough bitching with my dearest veracia. hee..

so.. we gt our birkies yest. wheee! haha... oh. n fireworks. woah! so bloody smokey. n stupid dumb dumb mich. say will call me back. in de end. didnt. but its ok. even if he did, we probably wun meet cos i was at raffle's starbucks n he was at bugis. n... lil angel's legs were so nice to sit on. haha.. dun mind me. but... its comfy lah.

ok.. i need to go sleep nw. ugly eye bags n swollen eyes wun do me gd. im already dwn with them n im determine to clear them all. heh. so.. NITES! loves

xoxo
12:16 AM
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Thursday, August 10, 2006'

wow. so guys will alwaz be guys huh. its alwaz lyk tt for them isnt it? when they're on the verge of losing u or have already lost u, or have found out tt u've fallen for some1 else, they starts freaking out lyk mad n treat u so much better compared to the time whr they hurt u deep. men. arent they all the same.

am gonna go see fireworks again tml. oh n u knw wat? im falling sick. dammnit. =( i dun wanna fall sick. exams are ard the corner which means, im gonna fall even more sick soon. y? cos my body's nt made for studying. somehw.. whenever i really start studying, it'll be the time when i'll fall sick. argh... hate it.

ok, u knw wat? im tired n my eyes are starting to irritate. i need slp. nite people

xoxo
11:47 PM
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006'

fucking hell. muz u alwaz spoil my fucking day? i was having so much fun juz nw n u juz have to ruin the fun memories of today. ARGH! u dun have to be so fucking rude to me u knw. u hate people being rude towards u. well, SO DO I! if u dun wanna have a conversation with me. juz say so. if u find toking to me tell me. i would fucking leave u alone fr den on. dont make me hate u i fucking warn u. i knw u dun want me to.

wat did i do to deserve this. u knw wat? maybe wat goes ard comes ard doesnt work for me. fuck this world

xoxo
12:38 AM
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Monday, August 07, 2006'

i feel so bloody cheated. class gt cancelled. FUCK. its the 8am lesson somemore. DAMNIT! i could have been sleeping at home or at least awake playing with lil fellow. argh.. so annoying. rah!!!! was planning to skip lesson today. but decided nt to cos of the content for today's lesson. den.. as i walked into class, all asked me to look at the white board n i saw the most annoying annoucement made for today.

Miss Gan is goin to see the doctor. She will contact you on the makeup class. 7th aug, 8am class

oh. btw. juz in case if the date for my blog came out wrong. its 7th aug nw. haha...
i want my bed. =(
every1's pissed abt it too. haa..

xoxo
8:40 AM
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Sunday, August 06, 2006'

we gt bored while waiting for the crowd to clear. so.. we decided to take a pic with the tree! haa

our supper. FONDUE! yummy yum yum =)

ok.. so thr are many more photos fr yest. i'll upload them into msn spaces soon. i promise. oh n some photos are in jas's and xuan's cams. so... maybe u'll have to wait a lil longger. haa..

did i mention? I LOVE THOSE FIREWORKS! haha... yea.. it was a romantic sight. it wasnt a romantic nite for me. cos.. i spent it with my girls but i still loved it. haa.. cos.. i love them! DUH! haha.. they bring joy. i really dunno wat i'd do without them. ok. so nt all of them went. ying left with louis for their own private date. den.. woo left halfway cos her mom forced her too. aww... poor thing. n.. the others didnt even turn up for our heart warming steamboat. haa..

omfg!! im so proud of myself. haha.. i manged to do the stupid sequence diagram ALL BY MYSELF! haha.. ok so it maybe REALLLLLY wrong. but at least, i manged to have a decent looking diagram drawn out all by myself. haha... with the rite classes mind u. but i really think my linkings are wrong. haha.. they look retarded in a way. haha.. oh heck. at least ive gt something decent to hand in. nt a blank piece of paper. =)

xoxo
9:02 PM
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Friday, August 04, 2006'

nobody said it would be easy
nobody said it would be this hard
come take me back to start

hmm.. i guess its a season of males pissing females off or making females SSSSSSUUUUUPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRR upset. it seems lyk outta 10 blogs ive read / have been reading.. 8 of time are pissed or upset with the male species. cant u people treat females rite? so maybe.. its alwaz abt ur needs n nt our needs. wtf. n to nadine [az's gf. n im juz answering her qus]... no... FOREVER DONT EXIST. ive learnt. thr are who people promised me forever. n wat do i gt? temporary. temporary IS NOT forever damn it. watever. i dun believe in fairytales anymore cos thrs no such thing has happy ending isnt it? even somebody's grandparents are getting a divorce. sounds weird but its true.

ok enough abt the male species. my ooad is sooooooo FUCKING SCREWED. argh. i have no freaking idea hw to do. ok. maybe a lil. den tts it. gosh. n guess wat? ive still gt french to study. *faints* man! school's nt fun. haha.. yea.. i knw. like duh. but... its nice having my frenz ard ok.. =) rite darling pris? heh.. ok.. im gonna go do something else nw. ciaoz!

xoxo
7:33 PM
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Thursday, August 03, 2006'

so! i was reading somebody's blog juz nw n this was wat i found

dammit. if you made someone happy once, WHY STOP. make that person happy again la.fuckers. i quote S.H.E in a translation "(love) electrify you till you melt, electrify you till you EXPLODE."

hw true huh.

xoxo
11:14 PM
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Wednesday, August 02, 2006'

i want to break free
i want to break free from this life...

haha.. tts wats playing on tv nw. yea. spore idol's on. haa. no.. im nt a fan of it but mom is. n she's a fan of the fellow singing i want to break free. haa.

ive gt so many stuffs to prepare for. rah. dun care. im lazy. heh. showed mom elaine's tatts. she thinks elaine's mad too. haa.. yea... i mean... y a devil? girl. u'll regret tt. trust me. but u knw wat.. we ALLLLLLL love ur star tatt! =)

xoxo
8:51 PM
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Tuesday, August 01, 2006'

i was upset today but i was lucky to have ying to gimme tt much needed hug. aww.. loves. oh well. lets nt tok abt it. dun gt me all worked up again. haa..

ANYWAZ... birkie's order! YAY!!!! n.. i found my lovely song.. MANEATER!!! haha.. its by nelly furtado. i love tt song!! ok. i knw it isnt my usual genre. but who says i cant listen to other genre other den rock? heh. oh. i have a lab test tml. so gonna flunk it. its a python test [python's a type of programming language. something lyk java]. the bloody python's gonna swallow me dwn tml. haha.. ok. lame. but its a fact. so gonna fail. n next week? french speaking test. DIE!!!!! wish me luck people. heh

ok.. better go study for python nw. ciaoz!

xoxo
8:20 PM
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