i wish i nv met u so i dun have to feel this much of pain. i rather nt having you fr the start den to lose you nw.

so! it seems lyk today's the day tt radio stations are out to torture me. both perfect 10 n power 98 kept playing songs tt reminded me of him. i swear it did kill my mood while i was working. thank god for starbucks! it helped cheer me up a lil. den again, it still hurts deep dwn inside. oh well. my life still pretty much goes on without him as u all can see.

i knew coming home wun help cheering me up. but im so fucking grounded. juz becos i gt home late on the day of diana's chalet. wtf. hw lame. if i wasnt grounded, den i'll have twang to help cheer me up more. i feel even moodier nw thx to mom. fr the time i gt home, she couldnt really stop nagging. she's still chasing me to bathe. bt i really need to let these sucky emotions out somewhr 1st before i even have the mood to do anything else. argh. i hate home. bt i dun have much choice. so u see. aust was still the best days of my life. i really wanna go back thr someday. n i really wanna move thr.

ok. i really gotta go bathe nw. before she starts making more noise n fustrates me even more.
xoxo
6:30 PM