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Deee

is legally 21
currently
music works lyk
meditation for her


Pretty Please...

the Chanel bag, necklace & shades

degree in advertising/graphic

NEED a macbook

NEED new hp

need 2 new bags

adopting of waffles

ATTEND/BE A PART OF WARPED TOUR

the velvety FERRAGAMO PUMPS

patent FERRAGAMO PUMPS

new camera lenses

new watch

FRENCH BULLDOG!!

WII! = wheee!!

the other tattoo & piercing

trip to Budapest

trip to LA

trip back to NY with twang for shopping & lotsa $$ for it

trip to Canada for another view of Niagara Falls

new iPod


Free Speech!




The Loves

Dig My Dirt Out



Monday, October 30, 2006'

today was lllllloooooooonnnnnnnnnngggggggggggggggg. bt it was alright. felt kidding since the time i woke up. dunno why. i guess its either the lack of salt in me or the nightmares i had thru out the nite. hw i wish u were with here me last nite to let me knw everything's alrite. and prissay thot i was pregnant. haha.. pris. i didnt have sex with any1. at all. haa..

ok. so.. we went for mf's lect den left sch early [once again]. heh.. left for a movie. was suppose to watch the guardian [to see my love; ashton kutcher]. bt some1 had to be hungry at the wrong time. den he had to go for lunch no.2 and by the time we gt to cathay, we were late for the movie. checked other theatres nearby, and the earliest time avail was only 510. decided to drop by ps to see if thr was any earlier time avail for the guardian. sadly, thr wasnt and ended watching oh in ohio [to see HIS love instead; mischa barton]. the movie's funny thou. so im nt gonna complain. at least, company was great! =) den it was home.

xoxo
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Sunday, October 29, 2006'

came back fr gramps for awhile nw. celebrated gramp's bday today. made her coasters and table mat. hope she likes it. so nw dory knws abt mich cos diane told her. haa...

tml's mon. sch again. im nt exactly excited. other den i gt to see him and prissay darling. hee.. and movie!!! wheee.... haa..

ok. i gt nthing to blog abt nw. byee

xoxo
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Friday, October 27, 2006'

im soooo FREAKING BORED now. i have nothing to do. ok 1 thing to do bt im super lazy. therefore, im left with nthing again. crap. dun really wanna disturb honey [bt i sorta did] cos he's lyk sleeping nw. as usual, sleepyhead. haa.. oh well..

anywaz.. morning plans didnt go as expected. cos i was late. cos... somebody said tt he whud wake me up in time bt he didnt. he only woke me up at 8. thank goodness, i didnt rely on him fully. haa.. i woke myself up before he called at 8. heh. aft morning plans, sorta "send" him back to sch. haa.. den off to meet cheryl in town to gt some stuffs. and dinner with cheryl and mom at the INDO [nt thai. n indo is NOT = thai. sounds familiar huh.. hon? heh] restuarant. yummy. n im so freaking bloated. n very satisfied. haha..

1st week of sch sorta breezed thru juz lyk tt.. its weekends again! yay! haha.. bt its gonna be a boring weekend. damn. mom still refuse to let me out. so means no goin out tml, n on sun? gramp's place. its her bday. havent gt her present done yet. im so fucking lazy. maybe i shud have juz gotten her something ready made. :-s

ok. am gonna change lil fellow's water n feed her nw.

xoxo
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wow. baby act wished my daddy happy birthday. omg! i was juz passing a comment n he really did. u silly fool! haa.. bt i lyk. heh

xoxo
12:46 AM
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Thursday, October 26, 2006'

as u all can see. ive decided to remove the lock. we'll see if its gonna stay this forever or something. haa.. so ive gt my missing subj slot into my time table. my fridays are still super free. bt! every other days are packed till i want to die. its ok, i can alwaz skip lessons haa.. den again, maybe i cant cos thr'll be some1 stopping me. for gd of cos. hee.. n i'll listen. =)

im supposed to be pms-ing, bt!!! IM NOT!!! YAY!!!! it gotta be becos of him. haa.. he's been making me laugh so much. i think i laughed my pms away. heh.

ok, gonna pay attention to twang nw. or else, she's gonna make noise. haa

xoxo
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im stuck in class nw. ming fai's lesson. n once again, mf's doing lame stuffs. introduce urself on discussion board. wadda. n once again, ive succeeded in being invisible. haa.. n i lyk. n i still fail to understand pple lyk prissay gf's twin. why does she lyk to pretend or try to be centre of attraction? wats so nice abt tt? weird. oh wellz

im anticipating to the end of sch for today. cant wait to go home n bond with my lappy, my bed, lil fellow and mr. spongebob. haa.. u knw. its the 1st time i miss home badly. i mean. it beats staying in sch and mf's my only fren here. haa. and im serious.

ok. lesson's finally ending. im leaving. ciaoz!

xoxo
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006'

im so bored and therefore, i decide to blog. evanesence's playing in the backgrd. i dunno why im nt paying attention to the songs even thou im bored. i wanna chat with pple. bt twang's busy with studying for her btt. and the rest? they're all nt ard. this kinda suck. n tt bum, he's busy working. =(

made an appt to do the survey on thurs during my 2 hrs break. 20 bucks! here i come. haha.. i knw its pathetic bt hey! 20 bucks oso money ok. esp when i realised hw lil $$ i'll have left aft paying of everything. n i want more. haa.

sch again tml. den gotta skip lessons to do the stupid add drop n to go gt gramp's bday pressie. my mense aint here yet n its making me cranky. i juz wanna gt over n done with it. rah.

xoxo
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Monday, October 23, 2006'

im so tired n am so lazy to bathe. haa.. today's 1st day of sch n my class suck. im sucha loner in class. my god. i could tell every1's so fucking diff fr me. cant click for sure. oh well. im sure i'll survive. n i was late for class today. great. n ming fai knws my time table. n he's expecting to see me in lect today. too bad, i didnt go. haa

SORRY MINGFAI!! =)

aft sch was great. haa.. towned with him to go gt my dad's bday pressie. before we started shopping for it, went to meet jie jie to pass her the bangle. she loved it n im happy she did. hee.. chatted awhile before leaving. n nw im home. heh.

ok! back to so you think u can dance

xoxo
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gt bored while waiting for mom n godma to try their clothes


my ultra sore feet. ok. its covered obviously.




went to vivo on sat. omg. its huge n SUPER crowded. i swear its the 1st time tt i found a shopping centre stuffy. i needed lyk more doors n windows. haa.. so i checked GAP out. its so ex over here. bt i fell deeply in love with this knitted hoodie fr GAP. ahh!!! so gonna gt it. cant wait. =))

today, once again, dad n i almost fought. wth. luckily, i was on the phone with twang. went to gramps with parents n cheryl. den towned with cheryl aft gramps. so since i was thr, i decided to go look for him for awhile. seeing u even for awhile makes me feel so satisfied. =) and.. aft tt, i felt so uncomfortable. felt lyk throwing up n all. bt thankfully, u came n let me rest on u for a lil while. thx sweets.

sch starts tml [technically, its today]. *sulks* dun lyk new classes. dun lyk sucky timetables. rah. oh well. i dun have much choice do i. ok. i have no clue wat to blog abt anymore. ciaoz!

xoxo
12:48 AM
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Friday, October 20, 2006'

im muz say today's a pretty satisfying day. last day of work was fun. i was given privillege to have last day of fun with my "jie jie" in the office. haha.. im so gonna miss her company. all the chair bumpings, the doing of wrong stuffs secretly, all the toilet breaks n snacking time. haa.. i mean. yea. i dun lyk to work n all. bt i really lyk her company. hee.. n before i left, they gave me a hp chain thingy. awww.

aft work, went dwn to somewhr near his workplace n waited for him before goin dwn to bishan for dinner. =) bt he fell ill. damn. PLZ TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF pornstar. haa. loves

ok. im goin off to do jie jie's bangle nw. ciaoz

xoxo
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006'

yay! tml's the 2nd last day of work. i can wait till i see u again. dvds, and breakfast in bed hopefully. i could gt used to tt. =))

lil fellow's sucha kpo. hahaa.. she trying to peep at wat im doing. bt i still love her. heh. gosh. im so bored till i dunno wat i wanna blog abt anymore.

i guess. i'll go back to watching tv

xoxo
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Monday, October 16, 2006'

ok. i swear tt the ex is still giving me shit attitude. fine if u're fucking gonna tok to me this way, dun expect me to tok to u anymore.

anywaz. move on. today!!! i gt to see you!!! <3 <3 <3 so bloody happy today once again. haa.. was suppose to have breakfast together again bt decided to skip cos i wanted my fried chicken bento for lunch which in de end, i didnt gt to have. cos thr was lyk this majorly long queue. watched rob b hood [we've been postponing it for too long. haa] so freaking funny. n i swear the baby's SUPER CUTE. den, walked ard, checked out the fish tank with this stupid fish tt wants our attention so badly.. so lame. haha.. den sat ard, slacked. overall, it was great. =))

planned to surprise you by bringing you for the premiere of the guardian [cos u're dying to watch it.] so tt u could be 1 of the 1st few to watch tt movie. bt. all my fault. i didnt check my mail blah blah blah n we missed the premiere of the guardian. so sorry hon. all in all, my surprised tt i planned for you failed. badly.

another day of work tml. fuck. so nt looking fwd. bt its really ok. i'll juz go thru 3 more days of work n it'll all be over.

xoxo
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Sunday, October 15, 2006'

gosh. im so bored. n time is passing so slowly. both of them are having a match of solitaire rite nw so.. thrs no1 to keep me company. he juz gt me all the songs i want n tts wats keeping me company at the moment. so i guess it im nt so bored.

there's something about you, and you dont even knw it im telling you now tt you got me good
there's something about you and i cant help but show it damn rite you gt me good

i juz wanna be the 1 tt make you fall, i wanna take you away, i want you to be for me, i want you here with me. forever be my holiday

xoxo
9:38 PM
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Saturday, October 14, 2006'

tadaah!!!! hahaha.. finally! =)))


my navel bled straight aft it was pierced. tt explains the bandage.





im sucha happy girl today. i went SHOPPING! ok for lyk the 1st half of the day, i had ABSOLUTELY nothing to buy. cos nthing caught my eye. den.. for the next half of the day, i spent so much. my gosh. i bought a tee fr topshop, a new pair of levis [im glad it was on discount], and lastly, my navel. haa

FOR THE FIRST TIME!!! twang didnt freak out while piercing! hahaha.. major improvement girl. =)

ok. the rest of the pics will be posted on spaces. so.. go check thr for it.

xoxo
10:04 PM
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this time, pple could see the diff. they're happy cos im happy n tt makes me even happier

so. im having a cold war with mom. im sick n tired of hw she's treating me lyk a 3yr old. i gt home only ard 11. bt at abt 10 plus, she already msged me showing signs of wanting a war with me juz becos i was late. wtf. i mean, i told u whr im goin n who im goin out with. its nt my fault if everybody decided to dine out today. its nt my fault tt restaurants decided to give bad service today. watever, dun wanna think abt it. moments with him today made me happy. so dun try to spoil my day mom. i'll be grateful

gonna meet up with cheryl quek n twang twang tml. yay! most prob we'll be shopping. den.. maybe we're gonna go gt our piercing. dunno yet. n morning? i gotta work. *sigh* bt its ok. work = money. money = shopping. shopping = meeting you or my frenz. *hearts*

oh! and and. during work, i recieved this reply fr the porn star which i could fig out wat was it at 1st. so here's the msg:

@)>-,-'--

i dunno if u guys can see it. its act a rose. AWW!!

xoxo
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006'

hold me tighter. dont want it to be over. move, move slower your alwaz on my mind, all the time. on my mind, belive it.

im sucha happy girl today. lets see wat are the stuffs tt made me so happy
  • i gt my pay for sept
  • i dun have to work today
  • i bought my long awaited cds. NEW FOUND GLORY & EVANESCENCE.
  • i gt to meet and spend the whole day with you.
  • oh n lastly, i gt my aussie mango juice. the 1 tt i brought the way back for MYSELF n dad finished all up without telling me or asking me abt it. the 1 which he didnt leave 1 drop for me.

yes. sweety. u make me sooo happy =))

today ended so fast. it was too short for me. fuck. i need thurs to come soon. oh well. i'll juz have to start counting dwn to thurs all over again.

you have my heart in your hands. you have my heart so dun let it go. check my pressure patch me rite up. you're too good to be


xoxo
10:03 PM
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006'

edited//
11 more hrs.. =))

yay! u gt me de other song..

dont stop making me smile.

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butterflies.. flap flap flap. flying ard inside of my tummy. ahh! so exciting. haa.

14hrs more. =))

xoxo
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Monday, October 09, 2006'

WHERE'S THE FREAKING FAST FOWARD BUTTON? I NEED TO PRESS IT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=(

xoxo
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im waiting for my tummy to growl n for u to reach home. damn it. faster. im so freaking bored. i hate rules. i hate being locked up. i hate nt having time for people. ARGH! n mom. is definately nt helping to make things better. =(

great. even starhub's nt helping nw. it juz ended my web sms session for no reason. fuck.

im cranky cos i hate working. bt i need money cos im so fucking broke. argh!!!!

maybe. i shud go listen to songs to make me feel better.

n maybe. i shud slap the bus driver upside dwn for nt driving a lil faster. =)

xoxo
7:16 PM
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Sunday, October 08, 2006'

3rd entry for today. i cant help it. im bored. n i gt the song i want. n im happy. =)) u make me smile.

you make me feel outta my element
like im walking on broken glass
like my world's spinning in slow motion
and u're moving too fast

you make me feel outta my element
like im drifting out to the sea
like the tides bringing me deeper
making it harder to breathe

when you look into my eyes
and just like tt, watch the chemicals react

xoxo
9:11 PM
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okok. im back to blog again. haa.. 2nd entry for today. my soup is...... YUMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in the words of _____ : slurp slurp. haa.. u influence me shit, u shit. haha.. bt i shall be nice to u for now cos u're helping me find the song i want. heh. ok maybe nt. cos u're my retarded fool. hahaha..

omg. i gotta work tml. i want to die. somebody. juz kill me. work's a bore. roar. i really cant wait for my contract to end. den again, im glad i'll be taking 2 days off. 1 on each week. heh. obviously, im only looking fwd to off days. =))

oh great. u cant gt the title thx to people at p10.
=((

xoxo
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juz woke up fr my short lil nap. *yawns* i wanna go back to slp bt i cant cos.. i still need to slp tonite. rah! thx to the haze, its infecting my poor lil eye again. fuck. see. i need to live in aust. its the best!!!

ok. i'll blog ltr or something. mom made my fave soup n she ask me to drink nw. byee!!!! *runs*

xoxo
5:02 PM
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Saturday, October 07, 2006'




these are some pics of today. went for a hair cut at adrain's. things happened. 1st, the shampoo guy used too lil shampoo on me n still dunno why thr's so lil bubbles. 2nd, he lost my earstick for my infected hole while washing my hair. 3rd, he couldnt make up his mind if he wants me to lift my head up or nt and made me do "neck exercise" in de end. thankfully, u were ard to give me a neck massage. =))

so.. aft hair cut, we towned and drop by to visit tian [as promised]. den u surprised me. aww.. =)))

but nw, ive gt a swollen ear. fuck. i think. im gonna close this infected hole 1 day.


xoxo
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yay! the new lock works. thx alot ying ying! loves. =)))

gt home at almost 11pm. met up with twang n shen lao shi for dinner. slacked n chat alot. company was great but the food kinda sucked. im sooo nt gonna go cartel again man. aft dinner, we slacked at ice cube for ice cream. yum. so sinful bt so yummy. hee..

nt gonna go to beach tml. change of plans. gonna go gt a hair cut instead. am gonna go trim it only. i love the length. heh.

i thot i could resist you
i thot tt i was strong
somehw u're diff fr wat ive kwn
i didnt see it coming
you took me by surprise
you stole my heart before i could say no

its something tt u do tt i cant explain
i'll run a million miles juz to hear u say my name

awwww.... sucha sweet sweet song. =))

xoxo
12:28 AM
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Thursday, October 05, 2006'





today's lyk every other day. tml.. im goin out aft work! yay!!! cant wait. meeting up with the siao 1 and twang. wheeee.... n sat.. sentosa! [hopefully] den dinner with twang, and maybe u. haa..
see. i have no clue wat to say or am saying cos.. IM SO FREAKING BORED!!!!!!!! rah....

xoxo
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Tuesday, October 03, 2006'

i almost fell asleep in front of the computer while at work today. gosh. thank goodness, ive gt TWANG!!! she entertained me n i entertained her while we were at work. haa.. n i swear every1 was staring at me for msgin her so much today when ive gt work to do. n when i took an exceptionally long break too. oh well.

so i checked out NEW FOUND GLORY'S new album today. 1, 2, 3 all scream AHH!!!~~~ hahaha.. my gosh. im dying for tt album man. bt guess wat? i gotta wait for my stinky pay before i can buy it. cos im freaking broke. fuck. why!? of all time nw. argh. dammmit. n i gt "cheated" every1 [incld. hmv's staff] says tt evanescence's new album will be out on 3 oct [which happens to be today]. but guess wat? its nt even in store today. but its alright. i cant buy it yet. haa.. so rite nw. my 2 must haves? new found glory and evanescence's album! any sponsor's? hahaha..

im so bored... gonna go visit xuan xuan tml. yay! i miss the anti ones. =(

xoxo
10:19 PM
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Monday, October 02, 2006'

im so bored n a lil tired. im starting to nt want to work cos of the working hours. but im gonna hang in thr cos i need the money. haa.. it feels as thou my comp has been reformatted. everything feels diff. bt it isnt. cept tt.. ive gt no more virus! haha.. whheeeeeee...

sent my belt for "repair" the bloody buckle fell out. haha.. cant wait for sat. gonna go sentosa with twang n queker. heh. ok i have no clue wat to blog abt nw. ciaoz!

xoxo
8:39 PM
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