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Wednesday, November 29, 2006'

omg. i feel so fucking distracted. im suppose to be doing swen rite nw. bt noo... im wasting my time away. gosh. and.. i really juz did realised hw crazy i am abt hon. ok. nt in a psychotic way of cos. i mean.. i swear. nobody has ever made me feel wat im feeling. nope. nt even sean. and i swear. this feels GOOD! haha.. =)))

ok. anywaz. sent hon back to bedok den i took a bus home. and..... our conv on the 69 was strange.
here's the almost-exact re-enactment.
hon: oh. look.. matching tattoo! we shud gt 1 next time =)
me: *stares at him in shock* are u crazy? wat if we break up?
hon: next time as in when we're 70 yrs old and still together
me: *starts to imagine us old, wrinkly and dying* *burst out into laughter* ok. *laugh somemore*
hon: stop laughing..
me: *laughs somemore* i cant help it!! its so funny. 2 old wrinkly and saggy and dunno wat pple goes to the tattoo parlour. "Hey can u gt our matching tattoo done?" *laughs even more*

isnt my boy juz strange? he wants a matching tattoo done when we're 70. i think the needle will tear my old wrinkly/saggy skin. den i'll bleed to death fr thr. haa..

its ok if he's weird. i still love him.

i knw i gt a gd thing rite here
nobody gonna ever love me better
nobody's gonna take me higher
u knw hw to appreciate me
nobody ever make me feel this way
i muz stick with u

xoxo
10:02 PM
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Monday, November 27, 2006'

a candid shot of me by him. ps: tts nt my burger its his. he's trying to make me look lyk a hungry child when he's the hungry/gluttony 1.

and this. is a revenge shot. haa.. of him sleeping. sleepyhead!

ok. twin's my happy twin nw. ciaoz!

xoxo
11:13 PM
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Sunday, November 26, 2006'

jus got back from ntuc. dad brought us out for my long awaited prata lunch at my fave prata place. yay! im statisfied. =) and mom made my day even more satisfying by buying me 1 tub of haagen dazs cookies n cream. my fave. yum yum. im sooooo gonna gain weight this month and maybe next mth too.. thx to endless amt of ice cream ive been having. juz yest alone. i had lyk a lot. both tea break and supper were all made up of ice cream. damn i do feel fat nw. but heck. ice cream has a higher priority. heh.

i still havent gt my cmsk homework done. am gonna do it ltr. have to. im juz nt in the mood nw. waiting for tt fool to contact me. he's out with his fren.

oh oh oh! mom knws abt me having a bf already. hahahaha.. nope. i didnt tell her. she found it out herself. i dunno hw. so dun ask me. nw, she calls him my boy. hahaha.. yes. my boy. she seems cool with it and i really hope she is act cool abt it. dun want some major drama happening. heh. im glad i dun have to hide since she seems ok abt it. haha.. yay! im sucha happy girl today. *hops ard juz lyk my turtle emoticon. heh heh*

xmas is coming and so is my bday. im soooo bloody excited!!! hahaha.. im anticipation presents nt underneath my xmas tree. cos mom refuse to put up the xmas tree for me. rah!!!!! bt its totally ok. my i want list is updated again. hahhaa.. dunno wat to buy ___ ___? check thr for details. hahaha..

xoxo
3:37 PM
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Saturday, November 25, 2006'

can some1 tell me wat to do today? im so bored and im awake for lyk wat? an hour only. how am i gonna survive for the rest of the day. was suppose to go out bt gt cancelled. i still wanna go out cos thrs absolutely nthing for me to do. bt. nobody's free today cept mom. fuck. asked mom to go bt she's too busy doing some sudoku thingy. argh.

so fucking bored.................................................... maybe i shud do my cmsk work. bt if i finished it nw, den i'll be left with nthing to do for tml. so u see! fuck no. with dad ard. i muz have something to do. dammmmit.

xoxo
1:00 PM
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Friday, November 24, 2006'

//Everything - Lifehouse
Finally here. Once speak to me. I want to feel u. I need to hear u. U're the light tts leading me to the place where I find peace again. U are the strength tt keeps me walking. U are the hope, tt keeps me trusting. U are the life to my soul. U are my purpose. U're everything. And how can i stand here with u and nt be moved by it. Wont u tell me hw could it be any better den this. U calm the storms and u give me rest. U hold me in ur hands, u wont let me fold. U still my heart and u take my breath away. Would u take me in, take me deeper nw. Cos u're all i want, u're all i need, u're everything, everything.

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I love today... wheee!! ok, cept the bleeding which obviously i dislike. bt im nt letting it affect my beautiful day. Met honey for breakfast, den sent him to sch. Met my darling twang den went for lunch. came home, bathed, rushed outta hse to meet cheryl. Den, honey came dwn aft he went home to put his stuffs again. hee.. and went to meet twin n queen for a short while. wat a wonderful day. i love spending my days with honey. =))) and obviously, i dun want anything to change. <3 and yes, im hooked to everything by lifehouse. such a lovely song. heh.

xoxo
11:23 PM
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Thursday, November 23, 2006'

i feel lyk a mountain tortise. im so comfy with my touch screen phone till i act forgt hw to operate a normal button typa hp. haa. touch screens are tooooo user friendly. gosh. i swear hon n i were laughing our asses off at me, myself n i juz nw. yes. i was laughing at myself too. goodness.. gt my krzr today. wat an adventure with the phone. haa.. i didnt knw i can scroll dwn in sub menus. hw dumb of me. haa.

so anywaz. krzr's so sexy. and hon thinks im tempting him. he's even thinking of getting krzr tml. haa... i doubt he will. heh. went out aft sch yest. window shopped for me and hon gt himself this tee. which he's planning to wear on my bday. haa.. yes. the slogan on the tee is meant for mommy to see. gosh. haa.. i think twang will be shocked n have a super gd time laughing her ass out aft tt. ok. maybe minus the laughter fr twang. bt im 100% sure she'll be shock. im anticipating for reactions. heh.

plans for tml are super messy. trust me. i dun even knw exactly whr and wat time am i meeting pple. haha.. well, at least i knw who i'll be seeing tml. so.. i guess tt helps a lil.

xoxo
10:14 PM
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Tuesday, November 21, 2006'

meet cupcake. she's the new addition to my bed. courtousy of hon. =)

and tts his new hair style. every1 thinks his head looks small. poor thing.

ok, things didnt exactly go well today. 1st, mom blew me off, den something bad happened during ice cream time [shut up hon. our secret]. well, at least, stuffs gt back on the right track aft awhile. hon made me smile aft those frowning. and i showed him ard sengkang n punggol. haa.. found a peaceful spot with a farmer as our company. shiok.

im goin off nw. gd nite pple.

xoxo
11:28 PM
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Sunday, November 19, 2006'

to you knw who you are:
im sorry bt i dun miss u at all. nt even 1 bit. thrs no turning back anymore becos ive totally fallen for him, and feelings for you disappeared short aft you left. thou u're diff bt i knw thr was no pt hanging onto you. i really dont want u back becos ive found him. he who knws hw to appreciate me, appreciate every lil thing i do for him, he who loves me lyk hw i shud be loved. lastly, i dont want to love or be loved by some1 who only knws hw to appreciate me when im gone. totally gone.

YAY! im so excited. i cant wait for next weekend. cos.... im gonna go change to krzr! whheeeee... hello moto. heh.

ok! hon act told queen abt me being in ____________. OMG! i couldnt believe u did tt!!!! =O somebody, gt me a paper bag to cover my face plz. haa..

im so hungry. i can hear my stomach growling. =((( foooooooood.... i need fooooooood...

xoxo
12:02 PM
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Friday, November 17, 2006'

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG....................................

HOOBASTANK'S COMING TO SPORE FOR A CONCERT!!!!

I MUZ GO!!! I CANNOT MISS ANOTHER ROCK CONCERT. or else, i'll die fr depression. AHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anybody wanna come? cos. im sooooo going for it. ok. from today on, im nt gonna spend anymore money. n sorry honey, i gotta cancel some movie dates. i need to save money for HOOBASTANK! hahaha... hmm.. i'll forgo the nt so famous movie den. =( i want movies n hoobastank. bt i gotta chose only 1. so, HOOBASTANK WINS. heh.

OMG. IM SO EXICTED. i can imagine myself preparing for the concert. haa..

xoxo
8:18 PM
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YAY!!!! my lappy's back in action. haa.. thx honey!!! and.. thx to hon's fren. haha.. i miss my lappy so much. heh. and and and... HECTOR'S BACK IN ACTION TOO!! wheeeee.... i havent spoke or seen tt happy fruit for so long. and and and and.. i gt to see hon today too.. wheeee even more. haha.. n happy fruit thot hon n i getting married when i told him tt im attached with hon. haa.. WADDA!

to hector:
u siao isit?! wat getting married. i think u'll get married before i do. haa.. and u can be my wedding singer. hahahhahaha... oops. ok. dun tease u already. =))

today's sure 1 happy day. cos.. twang's in the pic too!! wheeeeee..... more more more. haa.. delphine's a happy girl today. so u nasty pple, dun u dare spoil my freaking mood. or i'll smack ur head n smash ur balls [if u have of cos].

ok! i need to go check tix for omni theatre nw. see ya!

xoxo
6:43 PM
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Thursday, November 16, 2006'

im pretty bored at home rite nw and this explains why im act blogging even thou i have nthing much to blog abt.

for the past few days, nthing much or special happened. n i found out tt thrs this really cool looking mcdonalds in amk. yar. i didnt knw abt it till i had to make my way thr to meet twang. haha.. and yes. my bangala [tts wat twang calls hon nw] was with me. obviously! duh! ahaha...

ok. maybe 1 funny thing happened today. warning: it may nt be funny to u. haa.. bt it sure gave hon a new topic which he could go on abt. he's mocking me mind u. haa.. so... some1 act thot im a rich girl. travel in business class n all kinda rich girl. do i even look lyk 1?

darling's gonna try fix my lappy for me tml before he goes to sch. i hope he doesnt create a bigger prob. haha.. bt i'll still love him as much. =))

i swear i dunno wat to blog abt nw. so... see u ard!

xoxo
8:55 PM
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Tuesday, November 14, 2006'

my lappy's still down. bao bao!!! faster gt back to me abt my lappy plz...

so! watched step up yest and it was GGGGGOOOOOOOODDDDDDD. i so wanna watch it again and most probably get the dvd. haa.. its so darn good. trust me. den.. today. went bugis to waste time before hon had to leave for work. ate, window shopped a lil. anything's fun with him ard. =) and i still couldnt believe tt i act let honey tok me into walking outta bugis junction juz to have our early dinner. gosh. only u've gt the power to do so dear. haa. <3

to hon:
i still think tt the red apple is cuter den the green apple. haa.. and dumbo the elephant rocks! heh

gt more glow in the darks. flying pigs n starred clouds n stars. wheeee.... am gonna make more stuffs. haaa.. tts to keep me occupied for sunday cos... i dun have much to do and my stupid lappy's sorta dwn n i cant let dad knw. once again, ive gt everything planned out. haa..

ok. nthing much to blog abt nw. so......... ciaoz!

xoxo
7:44 PM
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Sunday, November 12, 2006'

today past really fast. met hon aft mass den lunched n met twang aft tt. so we 3 mad ones went to vivo [to gt my sweater bt it was gone], den to chinatown and den to town. bought another hoodie. its fr junk food. ELMO! and it says hugs and kisses behind. so cute. =))

ok. thr were bumps here n thr today. 1st. smrt's machine damaged my card n the fellow working thr still dare tell me tt i spoilt their machine. wtf. bad service! ok. den.. went i came home, mom n dad decided to pick a fucking fight with me. tt gt me so pissed n all. cos aft all, it wasnt exactly my fault. watever. i'll think of you and everything will be fine.

hmm.. i swear they are making me more sure of moving outta spore when i start working or something next time.

ok. i'll go hear tian tok abt queen nw. haa.. ciaoz!

xoxo
11:54 PM
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Saturday, November 11, 2006'

didnt plan to go out today. bt. mom dragged me outta bed to go shopping. hahah.. well.. at least.. it wasnt a wasted trip. BUT!!! i declare bankruptcy. cos. im only left with $$ for krzr n my GAP knitted hoodie. bought mom's bday pressie. she gave up her guess watch for her guess handbag.

am on the phone with twang and hon. u put 2 of them together u'll gt free comedy. cute. haa..
ok. gonna go back to juz chatting with them and maybe paint my nails. ciaoz!!!

xoxo
10:06 PM
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Friday, November 10, 2006'

hmm.. today? NOT FUN. only fun stuffs? hmm.. tt whud be meeting hon n twang. oh oh n prissay. my 3 loves. heh... juz finished bathing.. i smell good. n my face still has gunk. i need to clean it 1 more time.

omg. i dunno wat else to say. so. im gonna stop blogging nw. and to jie jie.. so sorry tt i gotta turn dwn your invite. i dunno why. bt suddenly.. ive gt no mood to go out. damn.

xoxo
9:28 PM
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Thursday, November 09, 2006'

am dying in class at the moment. im sooooo freaking sleepy! gosh. so anywaz. today's lesson is a totally wasted one. i could be at home snoring away lyk a lil pig. im serious. ok. so let me explain to you why its wasted

I was late for class = no attendence for me. im counted absent
Tutor is not goin thru our tutorial. She wants us to do it by ourself den continue with our lab sheet
Toking abt lab. Its just a continuation of last week's

So u see wat i mean nw? goodness.

My lappy's wireless connection died on me last nite. n i swear.. it cant be fixed. it made me so cranky last nite till i was act on the verge of smashing it to pieces. haa.. oh well. i'll juz have to use mom's comp till i gt it fixed. obviously, i gotta hide it fr dad again.

toking abt dad. haa.. i spent my sleeping time killing this big mother fucker crocroach. flying one mind u. my killing attempt failed cos it flies. i hate it the most esp when its huge. and its amazing i act didnt freak out this time. haha... den dad came to my rescue. haa.. he killed tt thing for me bt ended up polluting my room. both dad n i sprayed too much odourless insecticide at it till it became NON odourless. haa.. and... dad has to pollute the room even more. he sprayed lyk half a can of weird smelling air freshner. i act had plans to use my usual freshner u knw. goodness. obviously, i ended up stayting awake till late juz to wait for my room to be aired. poor lil fellow. she had to smell those nasty stuffs with me too.

ok. gonna log off nw. cos im gonna sneak out to go see hon for awhile. heh. ciaoz!

xoxo
10:55 AM
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Tuesday, November 07, 2006'

and this is wat i gt from him.

juz gt home fr twang's place. received a really unexpected call. even i, myself am amazed. so.. plans for fri changed. sorry erin. promise to meet up with you soon. =)

skipped BBF tut today. im sure some stuffs happened. i think some of u knw wat im toking abt huh. haa. managed to catch the guardian. i really love the movie and the closing song. gosh. 2 thumbs up.

ok. i gotta go bathe nw. ciaoz!

xoxo
7:53 PM
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Monday, November 06, 2006'

this is part of wat i made for some1. and it drove him nuts in a gd way. haa

cmsk again. *snores* den it was lunch and lect. was suppose to watch the guardian today. bt we missed it again. haha.. oh well. i think im gonna give up trying to catch the guardian. im juz gonna sit here and wait for the dvd to come out. haa.. caught the covenant instead. pretty cool show with a pretty gd sounding soundtrack. im tempted to gt the sound track. heh. am gonna go to hmv to check it out 1 day.

my red eyes are back to haunt me. FUCK. and this time, im gonna go see a doc this week. i need medicine to cure my freaking eyes. i miss the whites in my eye. *pouts*

for once! hon rmb stuffs. haa.. he rmb to help look n gt me pebbles for lil fellow. and he really did! im so proud of u sweety. =)

xoxo
10:05 PM
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Sunday, November 05, 2006'

aston has left for camp again causing our interesting conv abt some1 to end. i decided to turn to my space for viewing pleasures, bt my space broke dwn on me while i was viewing interesting profiles. unlike frenster, with all the same looking kinda profiles, my space has more interesting ones. im starting to become a my space whore. damn...

in less den 24 hrs, i'll be seeing u again. n im glad. i cant wait.

xoxo
7:47 PM
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Saturday, November 04, 2006'

im back to blog. lil fellow's a happy fellow nw. haha.. mom gt her a new tank. a HUGE 1 i muz add and nw, she's happily swimming away in it. heh.

so.. we gt xmas eve planned out. wow. haha... xmas eve mass den.. NIGHT SAFARI!!! hahaha.. i knw. its lame. bt hey. it sounds fun ok. lyk wat he said. everywhr else is gonna be crowded. so.. we'll spend time with the animals. haha.. hw cute. gosh. im excited abt it outta sudden. haa..

ok. i need to go finish up the last part of my report nw. ciaoz!

xoxo
8:28 PM
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lyk u're so perfect
somebody sorta insult him and my navel. it didnt really matter cos i dun need you to approve of any1 or anything. its my freaking life. i hope tt didnt bother you too hon. if it does bother in any way at all, u let me knw ok? i'll go thru this with u. =)

my eyes were totally fucked last nite. gosh. it feels much better today. thank goodness. gt part of my report done already. am suppose to be finishing it up nw, bt im too lazy to. haa. im still feeling sleepy. maybe. i'll go take a nap in awhile. ciaoz

xoxo
1:26 PM
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Friday, November 03, 2006'

today past really fast. woke up early to go meet hon for morning plans again and it went well. my fave boy n fave food all in 1 morning. wheee.. =)) sent him back to sch den went to collect some stuffs. took me almost a whole aftnoon to gt ard and den gt home. so u see, spore's transportation shud change. they take too long to send us fr 1 destination to another.

my report's still nt done yet cos i spent a whole load of time doing something else and make dinner. haha..

hon's on his way home nw. cant wait for him to reach home. so wanna tok to him. =)

xoxo
7:53 PM
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Thursday, November 02, 2006'

am having lab lesson nw. obviously, im nt exactly paying attention to anything or any1. well, at least ive gt work done. ive gt codes in my program ok. i typed. haa.. so anywaz. juz done checking duke uni's sch of medical in spore. acc to my LS tutor, im suppose to be able to apply thr to study medicine with my dip. yar. as if. i gt bluffed. haa.. false hope. i checked. i need a degree in I.T still. den i need to have a cert in studying cell biology and i muz have bio, chem, organic and 1 more sci subj [i forgt wat it is] to act apply thr. so.... i still gotta waste more time studying science before i can proceed to medicine studies. fuck.

seriously. im lost. maybe, i shud juz stick to the old plan. dip, degree, den change to media studies for masters. gd choice? haha... i dunno

xoxo
11:26 AM
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Wednesday, November 01, 2006'

im updating as requested. =)

so. this past week passed really fast. i have no freaking clue when was my last update, so i'll start fr yest. haa. met twang for dinner yest. FINALLY! hahah.. den today, spent almost the whole day with hon.

was suppose to attend lects. bt once again, i decided to skip. i juz cant bring myself to attend lessons. oh well. so we were suppose to go shopping instead. bt we ended up slacking at my place due to a comment i passed causually. haha.. still. it was well time spent with him. <3

xoxo
10:45 PM
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