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Sunday, December 31, 2006'

gt home fr church for awhile. so freakingly bored. =( but its totally ok. cos.. im gonna go meet cheryl ltr in the evening, dine, den i'll be seeing my dearest. ha. cant wait. i knw. its juz a few hrs away. bt, it feels long. haha..

so! my new yr resolution this time? hmm.. would be to gt my long awaited tattoo. haha.. yes. design n location of my body have been picked. wheee... this is exciting!! haha...

and and.. my god 2006 has been a hella ride. so many ups and downs. and this is the yr tt ive been staying outta home so much more and and.. partying so much more. ha.. tt prob explains the bad eyes situation im facing until now. ha. yes. late nights killed my eyes. ha. oh. and i had my 1st stay over this yr. woah! haha... i swear im loving the last parts of this yr. cos... of u. DUH! iloveu! ok. not excluding the anti ones n both gfs and the other queker. haha... yes u all. ok. cept the ______ [hint: the x]. he made my life almost living hell side by side with d_____ [hint: 3 letters and ends with a d]. im sure some of u knws who. ha. screw them both n this yr is the best yr i muz say. =))))))

ok. im gonna stop yaking here. ciaoz!

before i leave.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!

xoxo
12:22 PM
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Friday, December 29, 2006'

this week past really fast. been out and back to sch. loving it. ha. made a deal with mom. if i iron all the clothes, she'll have to let me out. well, obviously i did. u knw i'll do anything juz to go out. ha.

gonna meet up with my 2 loves tml. yay!! haha.. am on the phone with them now. as usual, we 3 are full of shit. ha.. crapping all day long. I LOVE. =))

ok. gonna go back to the conv now. ciaoz!

xoxo
11:37 PM
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Monday, December 25, 2006'

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i'll wait for the good lord to make me feel better
im broken, but im still hoping
im crying, a part of me's dying
tell me the truth. did u ever love me?

merry xmas once again people. last nite was great til... dad spoilt my precious day again. wtf. so now, technically, xmas eve went really well. met them aft mass. no more lyk 2hrs aft mass at liquid. ha. had fun and all. everything was ok till we left liquid for mac. and by then, it was xmas day already. everything was still ok till.. 3am. received a msg fr mom. i knw she worries why im still not home. ok, i dun blame her for tt. den.. the next msg received was fr dad using mom's phone. he said he's banning me fr nite activities with my frenz and all. nah. nvm. dun wanna tok abt it. all i can say is, i hate home n dad's suffocating me with his traditional rules n everything else. dad's suffocating me.

im so glad i had them thr with me. espcially hon. jus when i really need him. <3

anywaz.. my eyes are all red n puffy now. im sure they knw why. i seriously have no idea how am i going over to grandma's place with these eyes ltr. im very sure they'll ask wat happened and obviously, im not allowed to say anything. not even, dad spoilt my day AS USUAL.

since both mom n dad lyk to disturb me so much last nite. but they're all lyk avoiding me now. now tt im home, why dun they want to disturb me?! its so typical of them. making me all upset or pissed at them, den pretend nthing ever happened.

i need n want to move out soon.

xoxo
12:33 PM
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Saturday, December 23, 2006'

been in town for lyk wat? half a week? ha. wadda. no. make it 3/4 of the week. thx to the amt of xmas shopping needed to be done. thank goodness, its all done. im glad. and i managed to squeeze in time for self-shopping. ha. and yes. i did buy stuffs. nw, ive overspent. i could kill myself for tt. cos overspending means, no concert. provided money drops fr the sky which is totally impossible. ha.

ok. so lets see. wat xmas presents i gt for MYSELF. ha.

the converse double tongue tt ive been eyeing on for ages
a new tank top
the 3 pairs of earrings fr topshop tt ive been wanting
lastly, a new JUNK FOOD tee. wheeee.. ok. i didnt pay for it. mom did. but its for ME! ha. =p

im glad tt thrs sales everywhr. i gt to gt stuffs tt ive been wanting for donkey years but nv gt it. ha. who cares abt overspending nw. im totally satisfied. heh

i cant wait for tml. i havent seen hon for lyk wat? 2 days. n i swear, i do miss him alot. i wonder hw i act survived not seeing the guy for lyk donkey years last time. i knw i cant NOT see him for tt long. ha. he drives me nuts, in a good way of cos. =) and yes. tml. I'LL BE SEEING U AGAIN SWEETIE. and we'll sneak off to somewhr for a lil while. im sure of tt. we need time alone guys. not tt i dun love u guys. its jus tt i love him more. oops. nono. twang n prissay gets most of the loving. =)) duh. they're my bgfs. [best gfs]. heh

ok.. im gonna go back to wrapping stuffs while he's gone off to watch tv for tt tad moment. ciaoz!

lastly, MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE.

xoxo
11:21 PM
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Friday, December 22, 2006'

this is just something i found written on tp's library's table light.

due to high a pic content, plz direct urself here and let all the pictures do the toking for me. =)

as for today, i met up with hector. we both did some really last min xmas shopping n guess wat. im nt totally done with mine yet. bummer. and im so worried tt i cant finish making all the stuffs by xmas. therefore, i'll be busy busy till xmas is over. ok. tts abt it.

xoxo
1:19 AM
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Sunday, December 17, 2006'

Yest was 1 happy day i muz say. 16th dec started out really early; at the stroke of midnight. Hon was the very 1st person to wish me. =)) den came twang, sean, mom, rosa, dory, chee yong, dad, etc. Many pple i didnt expect whud rmb my bday remebered, and some i thot whud remember my bday act forgt abt it. oh well. while the wishing was going on, hon changed his nick and asked me to do as the nick says. "search for your present NOW!" i swear he did shocked me. ha. i was in shock for a lil while before i started searching. and i foung it under my bed. ha. silly hon. =)

slept, woke up early to gt ready for sch, did the test, gt out of sch, met mom n twang with hon for lunch. aft lunch was time for them to go collect the cakes twang gt for me. yes. u say CAKES and not cake. she gt me this big box of really cute n sweet cupcakes. haa.. aww.. sucha sweetheart. STEP ON THE GRAPES! haha.. i swear the grapes froze my feet n it was really slippery. if it werent for queen holding on to me, i whud have fallen a few times. haha.. we didnt win, but it was fun. n we still gt a prize. haa. vouchers for vilage. ooh. so now, we have a small collection of vouchers cos during payment, we gt more. thx to discounts n rewards. ha. every1 was bloated and we started walking dwn orchard. all the way to orchard hotel to see the CANDY HOUSE!! whee... ha. took a lot of pics as usual. heh. n it felt lyk orchard hotel became our tiny lil house with xmas celebration going on for tt lil moment. every1 felt tt way. hw cool. oh oh!! and and and.. when we jus gt out of heeren, thr was this guy proposing to his girl. it was soooooo drama mama. n i rmb saying tt they'll break off soon. haa.. im so sorry. i didnt mean to jinx them. but normally pple who do such stuffs, alwaz ends up breaking up. i dunno why, bt tt happens.

ok. will loads the pics up when i gt them all. and lastly, thx to the pple who made yest sucha wonderful day. i swear it was my happiest/most fun bday. even bday parties i had in the pass couldnt beat last nite. =)

xoxo
12:17 PM
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Saturday, December 09, 2006'

the studying trip:

not very productive. bt still better den nthing. we managed to study quite a bit. heh. and we met a pervertic woman. she loves squeezing her man's boobs. IN PUBLIC. haa. bumped into a saw a short film called roachie, den bumped into a crochroach, and a couple making out beside a bush. haa.. wat a wonderful outting. =)

xoxo
10:45 PM
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finally went for the long awaited steamboat trip today. met twang n xuan at their block n made our way dwn to bugis for steamboat. yum yum. its alwaz fun with them. heh. n twang is sooooo tempting me to gt my double tongue sneakers.

so! term test is finally coming. its both a happy n unhappy thing for me. happy cos it means term break is coming. whee.. i love hols again. haha.. unhappy cos i gotta spend my time studying for nw. which obviously, im not exactly doing tt. haa. no worries. i'll study. am gonna go study with hon tml. hopefully, i wun be distracted. haa.. i have short attention span towards books or notes or anything related to sch work.

gf: ur poddy is taking ages to charge fully
bf: haha! he is old and strong thats why he is still at my side. U knw not. Old and strong. ha. so wat do u think now
gf: hahaha.. but he'll die 1st den leave my poddy all alone. so lonely. U KNOW NOT! ahaha
bf: haha! na. he will live long than yours and i am sure about that. ha
gf: i dun think so. he keeps falling ill. keeps breaking down. old and dying
bf: na. so still want old bird?

how can i not love retarded conv with u? =)

xoxo
1:00 AM
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Tuesday, December 05, 2006'

we were suppose to study for our tests together. bt this is wat we ended up doing. haa.. yes. we went out and met tian ltr in the nite. gosh. haha.. anywaz. am soooo tired nw. cant slp early this week tts for sure. ive gt so many things to do, but so lil time. oh well.. i juz cant wait for this week to be over. i cant stand doing anymore proj. haa.

ok. gonna go do my proj nw.

i love the way u love me
i love the way u want me
i love the way u hold me
i love the way u run ur hand thru my hair
i love the way u touch my face
i love the way u care
i love the way u bring me to places
i love the way u make time for me
i love the way u react when i make u "paranoid"
and i love making u "paranoid" too. =)

i love being with u <3

xoxo
9:52 PM
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Sunday, December 03, 2006'

Friday:
went back to school aft meeting up with queen [jus in case u peeps have been wondering whose queen. queen = karen. haa] and hon in the morning. while waiting for grp mates, chee yong came n acc me since hon had class n was already late. crapped alot as usual. den! tt chee yong mocked me. bt it was totally ok. its all in the name of fun. haha.. OH OH OH.. AND I BUMPED INTO DEBORAH n frenz. WHEEE!!! as requested by deborah to proclaim hw much i miss her here. I MISS U ALOT LAH WOMAN! =))

Yest:
went JB for shopping. didnt start out well thx to kiasu n rude peeps. fuck u. anywaz. reached JB, lunched, shopped n all. finally gt my vans. YES! haha... and and my MTV tee and and and coke tee.. wheee... hahaha.. ok. ignore the retardedness. and and and and.. pics for JB will be up soon. i promise =)

Today:
churched, lunch, am suppose to do wbat assignment nw bt i cant seem to gt it done thx to visual studio. it cant link my files together so i cant add new item tt has to be linked to the rest. fuck. deadline's coming n probs have to start showing up nw. RAH... and im tired nw. *yawn* i think i wanna go take a nap soon. aft transfering of files for proj's done.

xoxo
2:13 PM
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