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i'll wait for the good lord to make me feel better
im broken, but im still hoping
im crying, a part of me's dying
tell me the truth. did u ever love me?

merry xmas once again people. last nite was great til... dad spoilt my precious day again. wtf. so now, technically, xmas eve went really well. met them aft mass. no more lyk 2hrs aft mass at liquid. ha. had fun and all. everything was ok till we left liquid for mac. and by then, it was xmas day already. everything was still ok till.. 3am. received a msg fr mom. i knw she worries why im still not home. ok, i dun blame her for tt. den.. the next msg received was fr dad using mom's phone. he said he's banning me fr nite activities with my frenz and all. nah. nvm. dun wanna tok abt it. all i can say is, i hate home n dad's suffocating me with his traditional rules n everything else. dad's suffocating me.

im so glad i had them thr with me. espcially hon. jus when i really need him. <3

anywaz.. my eyes are all red n puffy now. im sure they knw why. i seriously have no idea how am i going over to grandma's place with these eyes ltr. im very sure they'll ask wat happened and obviously, im not allowed to say anything. not even, dad spoilt my day AS USUAL.

since both mom n dad lyk to disturb me so much last nite. but they're all lyk avoiding me now. now tt im home, why dun they want to disturb me?! its so typical of them. making me all upset or pissed at them, den pretend nthing ever happened.

i need n want to move out soon.
xoxo
12:33 PM