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Deee

is legally 21
currently
music works lyk
meditation for her


Pretty Please...

the Chanel bag, necklace & shades

degree in advertising/graphic

NEED a macbook

NEED new hp

need 2 new bags

adopting of waffles

ATTEND/BE A PART OF WARPED TOUR

the velvety FERRAGAMO PUMPS

patent FERRAGAMO PUMPS

new camera lenses

new watch

FRENCH BULLDOG!!

WII! = wheee!!

the other tattoo & piercing

trip to Budapest

trip to LA

trip back to NY with twang for shopping & lotsa $$ for it

trip to Canada for another view of Niagara Falls

new iPod


Free Speech!




The Loves

Dig My Dirt Out



Wednesday, May 30, 2007'

ok. abt the qus i posted previously. i juz did some research. and..... here's wats a flavoured condom is for.
ORAL SEX.
and if u want to, flavours can be for intercourse too. according to experts.
yes. oral. omg!! ying!! u're really rite. ok. dun gt irritated again. heh.

and.. abt jos n my guess [for scent]. thr really are scented condoms ard. wow. ok. i sound lyk some mountain tortise rite nw. hahaha.. oh heck.

and and and.. i found out thr's chocolate flavour. hahahaha.. i wonder if any1 bit the fellow's dick becos he thot the chocolate condom was real choc and [might] taste good? hahahah

here's whr i gt my ans from:
blow a balloon

xoxo
10:53 PM
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Tuesday, May 29, 2007'

quick entry before i start working on my proj again. layouts, layouts n more layouts. I LOVE IT!!! hahaha... it beats coding the damn programme. heh.

i'll start with a LIFE'S A BITCH, AND SO ARE U. well.. excluding my lovelies n inncent pple outta the so are u. =) and i mean it. cos some pple can be sucha bitch.

anywaz! today!!! towned with the boyfren. watched the pirates movie, checked out more cams and i found a new baby! tts aft compromising with all the parents' requirements. cheap, slim, and light. NIKON S200! yeah baby. its so damn thin tt i think i can break the thing in half. ha.

the pirates was good but!!! thr was this couple sitting in front of us. i really wonder wth they were doing. they were pretty distracting [for me]. they kept having funny movements [in a sexual way] and we act think they were hanky panky-ing. yeah. horny pple. and toking abt horny pple. a strange topic has been bugging me for quite awhile now.

CAN ANY1 ANS ME THIS QUS???
whats the diff between a flavoured condom and a non-flavoured condom? so wat does the strawberry flavour do to the condom? give smell? ha

hey. i have a curious mind n u cant blame for tt. take it as im having science lessons here. so dun gt me wrong.

xoxo
8:56 PM
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Sunday, May 27, 2007'

Mom treated us to crabs and rojak today, but sad to say, i wasnt exactly enjoying it. i have to say, this treat really came at the wrong time. jus went they left to make an order for the crabs, something happened to grandpa. and by the time the crabs were ready for collection, mom had to rush to send grandpa to the hosp.
=(

i really hope he'll be ok. and i knw for sure, this time, im nt gonna make the same mistake as i did previously. *touches wood* if he's really nt ok, i'll leave my projs behind to go visit him in hopes tt it'll make him feel alot better den lead to recovery. im nt gonna miss the chance of visiting a love 1 who's really ill juz becos i want/need to complete my proj to meet the deadline, den regret when the chance is over and u'll nv gt it again. tt feeling really suck. frankly speaking, im still having tt regret inside me. i rmb hw great granny requested to want to see me but becos i couldnt leave my proj behind[thx alot palani. if it werent for u. this regret wouldnt have happened], i didnt went to visit her for the last time.

oh well. all i really hope n want nw is for grandpa to be totally ok. i want him to joke ard with me and play cards with me still. it pains me to see him unwell.

xoxo
7:16 PM
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Thursday, May 24, 2007'

Nikon Coolpix P5000






this is the baby ive got my eyes on. and im soooooo glad.. dad's starting to approve of this baby slowly. =)

xoxo
12:30 AM
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Tuesday, May 22, 2007'

ok. abt the ruin plan. the present i gt him was suppose to be a pleasant surprise for him today and it's suppose to make his day. and! since he already knws what happened last nite, i can now, say it openly. so! i got him the cardigan tt he wanted, but the thing is, he wanted the black 1 which was already outta stock. den! i gt him the dark blue in colour but of the same design. and!!! he n his itchy fingers, he bought a dark blue cardigan last nite. thank goodness, it's slightly diff. oh well. anywaz, im finally over this matter dear. i think. hahhaa.. it doesnt really bug me anymore. ha. cos.. u LIKE IT!! hahaha... =))









went to Trapizza at sentosa for dinner. yes. we travelled all the way thr juz for dinner. in the name of fun. we wanted something diff. so, dining under the stars was what we've decided on. and i swear, thrs a lot of stars tonight. it was literally dining under the stars. wheee... and, the stupid camera died on us halfway. dammit.










the food was nice. i love the pizza. ok, and the pasta, it was really good at 1st, till..... the cream n vodka made me real thirsty and bloated at the same time. ha. yes, u heard me. vodka in pasta. hahhaa... and the pasta, was green in colour. veggie pasta maybe?

xoxo
11:32 PM
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Monday, May 21, 2007'

in 2 mins time, its ur birthday boyfriend. ha.

.HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE.
old man... ha!!!

i miss twang voice. hahaha... she's going crazy over fat sheeps on tv now. ha. wadda!!

dammit............................................. y muz u spoil my plan?? ha. rah!!!!

xoxo
11:58 PM
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Saturday, May 19, 2007'

i hate distance. i really do.
QUEK! COME HOME SOON! i misssssssssssssssss u bitch. =)

xoxo
12:12 AM
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Thursday, May 17, 2007'

u knw, sometimes i really wonder if u really deserve the love, respect, care and concern tt i give to u. u nv seem to appreciate it; nt even once. talk abt getting pissed off becos thrs no love, respect, care and concern given. who shud feel more pissed off. watever. tok abt loving. u cant even love ur wife rite. u alwaz say u love her and all den hw come, u only come home to her when u need something, hw come u dont even try to do something simple to make her happy lyk bringing a packet of food for dinner home for her? come on. actions speaks louder than words. u knw, u really make me wonder if ur love for her is really thr. urgh. u seriously cant blame me if im defensive against u, or dun even seem to care abt u. i rmb i used to show a lot of care n concern towards u, but i alwaz end up getting scolded for it. nw, i dun seem to bother, u think tt i dun respect u n all. yeah yeah yeah. u're alwaz rite, every1 else is wrong. u made me learnt the hard way. funny as it seems, i act think, it made me see wats this world is abt. because of u, ive tried many things; from right to wrong.

and when i grow up, i dun wanna be lyk u. nt even 1 bit. i wanna be lyk mom. i dare say, i love her more den i do towards u.

i came up with the soundtrack to my [present] life.
  • perfect [by simple plan]
  • confessions of a broken heart [by lindsay lohan]
  • because of you [by kelly clarkson]
  • one step closer [by linkin park]
  • emotionaless [by good charlotte]
  • speecheless [by the veronicas]
  • everything [by michael buble]
  • wonderwall [by oasis]
  • hanging by a moment [by lifehouse]
  • roses for the dead [by funeral for a friend]
  • whisper [by evanescence]

so wats your's?


xoxo
8:08 PM
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Wednesday, May 16, 2007'



this! gt dug out fr his wallet. haha.. the ic, the ezlink and the driving license. ok, pardon me for the blurry pic. i didnt have a digi cam with me [so means, no macro], leaving me with no choice but to use phone cam. ha. i swear, the boyfriend looks funny in all pics. hahaha... even he's laughing at himself. and juz nice! topic on daniel ong n young's radio show was... why do pple use/take ugly/funny pics of themselves for sucha impt piece of doc. pretty true huh? i bet this boy has the best ans to tt. ha


to make it up to the boyfriend, i'll post nicer pics of him. heh




this; is his fave pic. =)

xoxo
11:01 PM
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Sunday, May 13, 2007'

sometimes, i really hurt so much to live.
anywaz,

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.

xoxo
12:27 PM
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Friday, May 11, 2007'

i swear im so happy nw tt i can act dance ard the whole hse lyk a mad woman. found a better cam today. nikon p5000. super nice. but nikon d40 slr is better. anywaz. gonna gt the non slr cos too bulky plus i dun need sucha damn good cam for nw. ha. mom's gonna sponsor me my cam!!! yay!!!

oh oh oh. initial plan was to cancel a hol trip this yr rite? now.. IVE GOT HOPE!!! mom says maybe!!! we can go on a hol. and destination picked is USA!!!! ah!!!! omg! im so excited. im keeping my fingers soooooo fucking tightly crossed. i really wanna go usa man! so usa trip status is on see how [for now]. now u knw y im so happy? hahaha..

and the last happy thing!!! mom wasnt supportive abt the part-time studying for media studies aft poly. she was hoping tt i could do full-time. but.. i dunno wat made her changed her mind. she's totally cool with it nw. so tts y she's starting to save for the damn fees.

if it werent for my fucking sch fees in the future, my trip to usa is definately confirm. damn. ha. oh well, at least thrs hope nw!!

i can hear heaven singing. =))

xoxo
10:13 PM
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Thursday, May 10, 2007'

checked out schs with twang today. kaplan act have degrees in psych and media arts! wheeee... so other den laselle, i have another option. ha. BUT! kaplan's only gives part time for tt 2 degrees. fuck. waste time!! oh well.. it i really dun have a choice, i'll have to make do with it rite? heck.



oh. and let me intro snowflakes. she wants a post for herself. snowflakes. this is for u!


bobo is also snowflakes. i knw ur fave is kkk. u love her lyk mad. and im sure every1 does [including u prissay!!! erm.. kkk is some1 u cant stand dear. ha]. n bobo. u knw i love u!!!!! =)) and i cant bring myself to love kkk. heh. snowflakes takes my notes. hahaha... but its ok. this girl calls mich dino cos she thinks he looks lyk 1. ha. goodness gracious me. and she thinks frogs croaking sounds lyk some1 brushing teeth. hahaa... conference is fun yar?

and michael tells me he's 50 yrs old. he told me 4 decades ago he was drinking sparkling water. so tt makes him 50. old man!


xoxo
11:56 PM
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Tuesday, May 08, 2007'

this entry is totally dedicated to prissay.

GF!!!! U KNW HW LONG I HAVENT SEEN U OR SPOKE TO U?????????
2173612736217627831 days!!!! tt makes 2323213 years.
=(
transtar stole u away. damn.

xoxo
10:36 PM
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Sunday, May 06, 2007'

i hate to gt work done and im in the midst of getting some work done. oh! and guess wats happening nw? im literally falling asleep in front of the damn screen. thankfully, the most urgent piece of work is done. yeah, lyk totally. heh

maybe i deserve a short lil nap?

xoxo
3:09 PM
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Saturday, May 05, 2007'

shopping with the birthday girl today. bought other pple's stuff [presents!] and nthing for myself cept facial cleanser. ha. cant buy agnes b shades cos it doesnt fit me. =( but i lyk it so much. anywaz, my new want: longchamp red sling bag. I WANT!! ha. and it fits me nicely, fits my file nicely. i can bring it everywhr. wheeeee.... hahaha...

all u copycats, dun u dare copy me. dun u dare buy this bag or else i'll slap all ur faces one by one and pray u'll gt bang dwn by cars. heh. oh and twang n the bf gt their wallets reserved. lucky u. i cant buy my bag juz yet.

so!!! tml's church with hect n mom n godma n diane. n tt idiot hect so nice of him. detoured juz to pick twang up. hw nice of him. hahahaha.. ok, i wanna go lie dwn nw. my eye's bugging me. it needs rest. ciaoz

xoxo
11:18 PM
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guess every1 shud have received the pics fr tonight by now. ok, cept for the bf. heh. twang's celebration tire me out. haha.. in a good way of cos! we had so much fun.





steamboat [yum yum and she seem to have tried to say grace before her meal. ha] and tian was the waiter for the day. Den! we brought her to the oh-so-romantic esplanade.



sat on the bridge built in the middle of the water thingy and sang her a birthday song, made her wish and cut the cake. i hope u had too woman! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! happy 2oTEEN.




and lastly,
how could we ever forgt to have an IJ moment? ha





dunno if u realised. the bf gt a haircut today. he turned army boy.




xoxo
1:16 AM
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Friday, May 04, 2007'

wats this world coming to? its filled with crazy bitches and stupid bitches too.

anywaz. was reading _______'s blog. shant name who for privacy sake but u can pm me n ASK! i'll tell u. ha. let me give u a lil backgrd abt her before i start commenting. she! shops cheap [i have no prob with tt but u'll understand y ltr]. and and.. brands tt are expensive to her are lyk guess, levis. as in she thinks they're VERY VERY branded. so here's y i gave ya tt lil backgrd. in her recent entry, she quoted tt her ex bf thinks she's materialistic. omg! does a 29 bucks top make u materialistic? i mean. HELLO! UR EX SHOP'S CHEAP!!! ok. nvm, den!! her response was! "yeah! i think im materialistic." *I WANNA BANG MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL!* wats wrong with u?!!?!?!??!?! if u're materialistic, wat abt us?! we go for more expensive brands lyk burberry, gucci, coach, LV. things fr thr are lyk at least 2 times more ex. goodness me. has the flashes fr ur "photo shoot" fried ur brains or something?

ok. sorry abt tt senseless part of the entry. but i really thot it was dumb [i mean abt her n her ex]. prob 1 of the dumb-est thing IVE EVER HEARD.

to pris:
go check out her blog! tt "model" blog. give u a hint who. her ex bf's the old man. u knw all the white hair n stuffs. prob look as old as my dad?

toking abt brands. im UPSET. tt coach bag tt im really in love with is too small for sch n normal days. fuck. y didnt they made it bigger?! =(

nvm. at least, im gonna have steamboat tml. and im gonna gt to meet the bunch. heh.

xoxo
12:03 AM
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Thursday, May 03, 2007'

my top 10 guys:
  1. Pornstar/Choc Milk/CFY/b34chboi_87/Michael. =)
  2. Pete Wentz! [bassist fr fall out boy]
  3. CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY! [im in love with him lyk forever. heh]
  4. Aston Kutcher
  5. [another..] CHAD!! [front man of new found glory]
  6. Patrick Stumy [stumpy's the front man for fall out boy]
  7. Joel Madden [front man of good charlotte]
  8. Justin Timberlake [newly added. he's super hot nw. =)]
  9. Mike Shinoda
  10. Jesse [the gardener fr desperate housewives and the jerk fr john tucker must die]


xoxo
12:31 AM
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Tuesday, May 01, 2007'

=(

cranky.moody.watever

xoxo
1:00 AM
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