Mom treated us to crabs and rojak today, but sad to say, i wasnt exactly enjoying it. i have to say, this treat really came at the wrong time. jus went they left to make an order for the crabs, something happened to grandpa. and by the time the crabs were ready for collection, mom had to rush to send grandpa to the hosp.
=(

i really hope he'll be ok. and i knw for sure, this time, im nt gonna make the same mistake as i did previously. *touches wood* if he's really nt ok, i'll leave my projs behind to go visit him in hopes tt it'll make him feel alot better den lead to recovery. im nt gonna miss the chance of visiting a love 1 who's really ill juz becos i want/need to complete my proj to meet the deadline, den regret when the chance is over and u'll nv gt it again. tt feeling really suck. frankly speaking, im still having tt regret inside me. i rmb hw great granny requested to want to see me but becos i couldnt leave my proj behind[thx alot palani. if it werent for u. this regret wouldnt have happened], i didnt went to visit her for the last time.

oh well. all i really hope n want nw is for grandpa to be totally ok. i want him to joke ard with me and play cards with me still. it pains me to see him unwell.
xoxo
7:16 PM