u knw, sometimes i really wonder if u really deserve the love, respect, care and concern tt i give to u. u nv seem to appreciate it; nt even once. talk abt getting pissed off becos thrs no love, respect, care and concern given. who shud feel more pissed off. watever. tok abt loving. u cant even love ur wife rite. u alwaz say u love her and all den hw come, u only come home to her when u need something, hw come u dont even try to do something simple to make her happy lyk bringing a packet of food for dinner home for her? come on. actions speaks louder than words. u knw, u really make me wonder if ur love for her is really thr. urgh. u seriously cant blame me if im defensive against u, or dun even seem to care abt u. i rmb i used to show a lot of care n concern towards u, but i alwaz end up getting scolded for it. nw, i dun seem to bother, u think tt i dun respect u n all. yeah yeah yeah. u're alwaz rite, every1 else is wrong. u made me learnt the hard way. funny as it seems, i act think, it made me see wats this world is abt. because of u, ive tried many things; from right to wrong.

and when i grow up, i dun wanna be lyk u. nt even 1 bit. i wanna be lyk mom. i dare say, i love her more den i do towards u.

i came up with the soundtrack to my [present] life.

• perfect [by simple plan]
• confessions of a broken heart [by lindsay lohan]
• because of you [by kelly clarkson]
• one step closer [by linkin park]
• emotionaless [by good charlotte]
• speecheless [by the veronicas]
• everything [by michael buble]
• wonderwall [by oasis]
• hanging by a moment [by lifehouse]
• roses for the dead [by funeral for a friend]
• whisper [by evanescence]

so wats your's?

xoxo
8:08 PM