y must i alwaz be the pillar of support to others? y cant for once be the weaker 1? im glad, behind this pillar of support, thrs another pillar to support. =) thanks a lot hon. i really needed tt cry today or else i wouldnt knw hw to not cry in front of gramps. she needs me to be strong and i'll be strong juz for her. u knw, i really love my grandparents more than anything in this world. they're de only 1 who really love me n are prob de only 1 who i knw would die for me [if they need to save me or some shit] apart fr mom.

grandpa's nt feeling too good recently and it really pains me to watch him suffer. when he suffers, he pains grandma and it pains me even more when i see the both of them upset. as i was watching them look into each other's eyes with worry n all, i could see n feel how much they act love each other. and i swear, tts the sweetest and the strongest sense of love i've ever felt.

get well soon grandpa. i love u.
xoxo
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