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Friday, August 31, 2007'

yay!! its finally done. =))

exams are finally over too... but my only solution left to gt my way thru this sem is to pray hard. ahaha.. stupid ecsa. fucking hell. thx arh _____. gt every1's asses into the trouble called failure. grrrr...

on a brighter side of life! im gonna see both my lovelies and fooooooooooood. heh. but on a sadder side of life. i wont be seeing the honey for a pretty long time. =(
sulk
sulk
sulk
sulk
sulk

grrrrrrrrr.................................................................................

and and and our r/s asses are on ecsa nw man. die lah! u tell me hw to pass lyk tt?????????? with the ________ screwing out butts up and having our asses on ecsa. WORST CASE SCENARIO.

oh well........ i dont care if im gonna gt ur blessings. lyk wat u said. wat matters most is if im happy.

xoxo
1:08 AM
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Tuesday, August 28, 2007'

i knw im at fault and i really am sorry abt it. but seriously wat do u want fr me? now, u threaten to take him away fr me, and insult us. hey, i put in all the effort into being tt perfect child u want me to be but i juz cant be tt perfect child. the more u try to keep me fr not becoming tt perfect child, the more u're pushing me away. dont blame me if 1 day, u find tt im not here anymore. and i really mean it.

xoxo
9:13 PM
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complications of the heart.

sometimes, i really dun understand why do some parents have to protect their child lyk thr's danger everywhr even at home. arghhhhh.... and i realised, i dun act have much privacy. when u're in your room, no matter who is it at the door, they muz knock before they enter rite? noooooo.. my parents juz barge into the room. ok, nvm if they do tt. they refuse to let me lock the door other when im changing. i mean, hey, u thot me to knock n all before entering bt u dun even practice tt urself. wtf man.

ok, tts beside the pt. the boy n i gt busted by my mom for something tt looks pretty innocent cept tt parents love to let their minds wander. so basically, tt spells S-C-R-E-W-E-D for me ltr when mom's home. i knw she's real pissed with me for it.

oh well. wat am i to do when im left with no choice but to see alot less of the boy fr next week on. u knw, sometimes, my parents really annoy the shit outta me. right nw, its a mixture of feelings, worried (abt the consequences), pissed (for no privacy), and pretty much upset and irritated (that they knw ive gt bf and wats with all the pissed off faces when we do things tt couples do like kissing or sitting/sleeping on my bed WITH clothes on). watever. so long i dun screw up those extra chances i'll gt to see the boy, i'll go thru this shit.

parents just dont understand.

xoxo
4:46 PM
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Monday, August 27, 2007'

2 down, 1 more to go.
and im already in a holiday mood. not good....

xoxo
8:42 PM
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Sunday, August 26, 2007'

stupid exams. stupid!
and i need to clear my exams the 1st round. nooooooo SUPP is allowed. i need to start on my internship. so stay away fr me u stupid supp papers. i vow to clear this stupid exams the 1st round. I NEED TO!

argh... i need to study study study. but im sooooooooooooooooo bloody distracted by every single thing. rah!!!!!!!!! ive studied quite abit but somehw. i feel lyk it isnt enough. shit. im feeling so cranky thanks to all the studying. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

and i dun gt hols cos im starting work on erm... my 1st official day of sch hols. oh well.. $!! i smell u $$.. $-) heh.

ok. im heading back to my books nw. and and and... I TOTALLY AGREE WITH XTINA. she said "I don't think a woman should be afraid of her sexuality"

tts all folks.
maybe.... i'll switch to livejournal or something else. maybe. i said maybe.

xoxo
5:07 PM
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Thursday, August 23, 2007'

exams are ard the corner and i havent exactly really really started studying yet. thanx to mp which is lyk finally over. i really have to pass all of my subjs so that i can move on to internship time cos ive already secured an internship place with ocbc and i'll be starting n ending earlier den every1 else. =))

but! before internship can even happen, i gotta clear all of subjs, AND! work my butt out for 2 weeks with ocbc before i officially become their intern. how much they paying for my intern? i still dunno yet. damn. oh well..

at least.... i can smell the fisheye cam baby, and my NIKON D40.... mmmmhmmm.... =)) love love love. if only i could work even longer. DEN!! i can gt my chanel baby too. dammit. oh well.. ha. maybe i'll still gt it if i give psp up. damn.

xoxo
8:24 PM
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Monday, August 20, 2007'

ive got my eye on u babe.

and i promise to bring u home soon. =)

here's the missing pic fr singfest.
credits to yvette and joline.

xoxo
11:12 PM
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Sunday, August 19, 2007'

the final report is FINALLY OVER! =))
im overjoyed. ha.

and... MP is 1 costly project in every way. BOOOOOOOO

xoxo
11:49 PM
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Thursday, August 16, 2007'

ping: i got injured from drinking milk
pong: why?
ping: because the cow fell on me. =(

ah... ping n pong. stupidly hilarious. hahhaa... muttons rock. =)

xoxo
10:33 PM
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Wednesday, August 15, 2007'

viewing pple's pain for pleasure has nv gotten to me lyk hw it did today. some of u may have heard of scarification [aka scar tattoos]; meaning the tearing of ur skin in a certain design u desire to have as a scar. yeah. i juz came across pics of scarification. i saw videos of the proccess and i swear, it didnt bother me at all. i mean hey, i fell enough to see my own flesh blah blah blah. so its lyk wats new? but! today!!! pics i saw were the skin tt was being tore outta the body. yeah, it curled up lyk pig tails but with hair. ha. funny but gross and pretty at the same time. tok abt extreme. getting an inked tattoo isnt new. scars are pretty but i WONT gt it. i hate lumps. i really do hate lumps. BUT THE SCAR TATTS LOOK SO PRETTY............ depending on the design act. but hey. flower designs as scars. WOAH. prettay. will try to find a way to gt those pics post up 1 day. ha.

and next. implants. no, nt boobies implants n all. i mean sillicon stars implanted in ur arm or something. eew.. tts the 1 thing tt can really gross me out. but hey. lotsa thrill thr i muz say. ha. they poke, they dig, they pull juz to make space for tt star. alrite man!!! im shaking as im typing with images on implants in my mind. ha.

lastly, split tongue. same as scarification. didnt gross me out at all till today. i saw the side of the cut up tongue [on the cut side]. eew!! i feel lyk as thou my tongue is split nw. i can soooooo feel it. ha. split tongue is the 3rd no-no for me man! hahahaha.. but its cute hw they play with their tongue. it can clap, hold each other, blah blah. hahaha.. go check them out if u dare. =)

xoxo
11:50 PM
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Monday, August 13, 2007'

you keep me going. i really dunno wat i'd do if i didnt have u

xoxo
9:01 PM
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Sunday, August 12, 2007'

everything we had, is no longer there.
i'll be with you whereever you go
through the eyes of a fly on the wall

i'll be sending my resumes in awhile. wish me luck! and....... ive gt so many documents to generate. its seriously driving me nuts. arghh...........

some of u may knw tt im planning to create another entry on singfest. doubt i'll have the time to do it anytime soon. we'll see..

xoxo

xoxo
9:07 PM
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Friday, August 10, 2007'

singfest spelt L-O-V-E! =)) im so glad i made it thr. heh. sooooo... here's wat happened. gt to the gate at ard 12 plus, n it only opened at lyk 2 when the concert was suppose to start at 1. saw a few familiar faces lyk joy, yvette, frankenstein, and melanie.

far far shot of a local band.

this is crowned king

this is the dj for the day - eye candy twins

this is my hottie no.2 - he's from cobra starship. he spells H-O-T

still cobra starship pple.

this. is me, mich n joline. hahahaha

this. is the best best pic. my 2 hotties and the pretty 1.

meet william beckett. he spells H-O-T-T-E-S-T

this is gym class heroes. =)

lastly, this's hinder

oh oh oh!!! i was lyk 2 heads away fr william beckett (lead of academy is). ahh!!! and i was sooo busy looking at him till i forgt to take a pic. hahahahahaha... oh well.. william is only for my eyes. =)

xoxo
9:28 PM
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Tuesday, August 07, 2007'

got my singfest tix today. total joy. cos tt means, im gonna spend national day with tt dumb boy for lyk the whole day, home late and and and MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!! =)

tts wat i call entertainment. heh.

aft getting the tix, we made our way to fort canning to check the concert area out. omg. i felt dumb n tired. we walked lyk a huge round before reach for canning. den. we had to climb up this hill/mountain/great wall of fort canning park becos we entered fr the wrong entrance. goodness me. oh well, at least it help me shed some fats off and and and.. the concert area is AWESOME!!!! and i mean it. its cosy, hopefully wont be canned tuna on the day itself and and and.......... this is my fave part. THEY HAVE FOOD AND BEVERAGE BOOOTH!!!!! WITH LOADS OF PORTABLE TOILET at a diff corner!!! seee... singfest is awesome. n tt stupid mich tells me to drink beer [its aval at the beverage booth] on thurs when it'll be a hot hot day. beer plus hot sun equals to del melting lyk global warming. =/

alrite.. need to go watch tv n gt more work done nw. ciao

edited//
am taking a break fr work rite nw. n i realised. the "singapore dots" are lyk appearing slowly n more mosquito bites. DAMMIT. stupid blood suckers. DIE!! ALL DIE!! oh well... ok! tv time again!!! and and and... i hate projs. argh.........

xoxo
7:14 PM
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Monday, August 06, 2007'

my bitchy internet is back! yes! i love love love love love

ok. bye. im gonna gt some work done nw. and. i dun lyk marcus fr campus superstar. so action. and the toilet bowl spoilt. BOOOOOOO! *thumbs down*

//edited
on a bloody a lot happier note.... IM GOING TO SINGFEST!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... im soooooooo excited.

GYM CLASS HEROES
GYM CLASS HEROES
GYM CLASS HEROES
GYM CLASS HEROES
GYM CLASS HEROES
GYM CLASS HEROES
GYM CLASS HEROES
GYM CLASS HEROES

THE ACADEMY IS
THE ACADEMY IS
THE ACADEMY IS
THE ACADEMY IS
THE ACADEMY IS
THE ACADEMY IS
THE ACADEMY IS
THE ACADEMY IS
THE ACADEMY IS

lalalalalalala... im sooooo bloody excited. ok. i knw i said tt already. lalalalalalalala.....

SINGFEST with fireworks [thanks to ndp] in 2 over days time. *scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

xoxo
8:43 PM
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Wednesday, August 01, 2007'

my internet's being a total bitch. its broken. yeah. lyk totally broken. thrs no way i can fucking connect to the net. so! anywaz. am in sch n ive got some time to update this space. ha.

today's presentation day n i cant wait for it to be over. hate presentations. arghhhh... and im hungry. =(

watever. bye.

xoxo
10:58 AM
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