the time of the year tt i dread most is finally here. yes. cny. i HATE HATE cny i tell u. i really do. n some pple just have me make me hate it even more. (cheryl quek! i guess u'd prob knw who. he's the 1 tt every1 loves to hate. ha)

anywaz. this particular irritant made things really awkward for me. he ask if i had a bf n all. blah blah. the usual nags and obviously, negative thinking as usual. den he n dad juz went on abt it in my face. nvm. den he just had to make me feel lyk im soooo stupid. lyk i fucking chose the wrong guy. he shudden have said (indirectly) hurtful things. talk abt broken relationships, he's an example. they divorced. so dont act lyk u're an expert.

thankfully ive gt mom to guide me thru.

and obviously, ive gt hurt before. dont think im soooo just lyk every other stupid girls who lives her life for some asshole or any guy. im not lyk tt.

arghh...
dunno hw else i can put this situation into words. bt i knw im fucking annoyed. oh so very annoyed. and his bro just has to add more salt to the wounds. thanks alot.

and thanks to u 2, u've jus ruined my wonderful day.

oh, btw, im a ginger kid now. ha.
and and and... im feeling both happy n sad tt ive left ocbc.
xoxo
8:31 PM