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Friday, March 28, 2008'

gosh, im really starting to hate living here. thanks to the stupid old man and the stupid people working under them. its only today tt i found how horrible and cruel this place can be.

and once again, thanks to the stupid old man n his stupid workers, i pretty much have to say goodbye to lasalle (at least for now) and hello to nafa, den re-apply in 3yrs time. arghhhhhh.... YOU KNW RITE!!!! when i saw pple accepting their offer fr lasalle today, I FELT SOOOOO BITTER!!! because i cant. ok, stop telling me to take study loans. BECOS OF THE STUPID OLD MAN N HIS WORKERS! i cant freaking take a study loan. no study loan = not enough money for 4 yrs. im pretty much short of a yr's fees ONLY. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

xoxo
9:14 PM
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Wednesday, March 26, 2008'

sometimes, i really wonder y cant you just give the simplest of thing; moral support. do u reallyyyyy have to put me dwn? if it werent mom have my back, i really dunno wat'd i'll do.

anyways, am gonna accept the offer by lasalle and reject the 1 fr nafa. 69k++ wow. and to prove tt to you tt im NOT STUPID and always A LOSER, i am gonna work soooo hard and do well. plus im doing it mostly for myself.

art directing here i come. =)

xoxo
11:35 PM
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looks lyk new york's gonna be my last hol for now. its confirm tt i gotta pay of the whole 69K in cash for my 4yrs. fuck.

maybe, i wont be able to celebrate my 21st since i need the $$. =(

xoxo
2:43 PM
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Monday, March 24, 2008'

hey guys! im letting go a brand new bottle of Escada Rockin' Rio (50ml). Not so sure about the price soooo... if u want it, u name it to me den we'll see okie? =)

xoxo
10:38 PM
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Sunday, March 23, 2008'

seriously, if this is the way u see me as a person, i really have nothing much left to say. all tts left in me now, is anger and saddness.
thanks a lot.

and if u're gonna go on insisting on the things tt u think i am / i do, it'll prolly just all come thru. cos i'll end up feeling "whats the point of being totally opposite of what u say i am aftall, u're just gonna think of a negative me".

den, dont regret it when its all too late.

xoxo
11:55 AM
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Friday, March 21, 2008'

i think i prolly owed u big time fr my last life.
this time. u really hurt me too much.
i dunno how long more i can take this shit.

xoxo
11:12 PM
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i havent felt soooo stressed in sucha long time. nafa is offering me a place in visual comm. but im gonna grad fr thr with a dip. i want a degree. lasalle is offering me a degree in advertising design (1st choice) but sch fees are really high (and tt sucks). nafa do provide degree courses (graphic comm - 2nd choice) but its not a secured place for me even thou i gt their dip. it all depends on final yr. i got to score a min of 70% for final yr and i have no clue how is thr grading lyk. as in, are strict (and how strict)? or not. im afraid of such risks. so! i have no clue whr to go.

worst of all. i gotta give a reply back to lasalle REALLY SOON. fuck.

xoxo
2:31 PM
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Wednesday, March 19, 2008'

my blog skin is totally fixed and even better den before.
love it.

i became a part time events planner for my 2 dearest darlings. hahaha... the may babies. its not an easy job looking for a perfect location for them and within the budget. BUT ITS FUN!! heh.

the awesome location tt i found for twang, PLEASE WORK!!!!!! at least i think its awesome. i mean the location. when everything's confirm, den i'll reveal the place. or maybe not?

xoxo
5:48 PM
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Tuesday, March 18, 2008'

yay! thurs. cant wait. =))

oh oh.. and wax museum. IS FUN!!!! u shud try it. heh

xoxo
9:14 PM
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Monday, March 17, 2008'

ok. this part is for my dearest twang.

hahaha!!! wat... u can join me in states u knw.... nvm, next time we go together. i bring u shopping thr. its fantastic. but prepare loads of $$. ha

xoxo
11:11 PM
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new jersey, new york city, buffalo, philedelphia, delaware, maryland, washington, boston; rocked.

tour group, rocked.

shopping, rocked.

in all, this was the best trip i've ever been on. =)

the only tt sucked on this trip was the accidents tt happened on sat (aka our sunday).

xoxo
10:16 PM
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Tuesday, March 11, 2008'

Hey guys!

its lyk 6 something in the morning now. ha. im currently in washington dc. gonna leave to go see hersey's choc soon. sooooo just dropped by to say hi.

the trip has been great soooo far. love it

ciao!

xoxo
6:47 PM
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Friday, March 07, 2008'

hey guys! im in the 1st class lounge now. ha.

ok! gtg!
byee

xoxo
11:00 PM
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i'll have almost zero contact with mich for the next 10 days. im sure.... its gonna be both a long and short 10 days for me. ha.

alrite, gotta go prepare sooon. gonna be flying in less than 8 hrs time.

till then.

xoxo
4:35 PM
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Thursday, March 06, 2008'

im foregoing my wonderful shopping trip at urban outfitters and victoria secret alllllll just for the huge outlet store where i can gt most branded / semi-branded stuffs at a lower price. it better be worth it. or else... im soooo gonna slap myself for it.

*keeps fingers tightly crossed*

xoxo
11:04 PM
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im soooo screwed i tell u. i'll be on a 20++ hrs flight tml nite, and ive gt no flash cart to store my games in. it just have to spoil at this time and the law just have to stop sales at this time too. isnt it just great? i can so imagine myself snoring off in the plane right now.

maybe... i'll resort to buying an original ver of diner dash / cooking mama / cooking mama 2. mario is out of the qus. its too ex baby! ha

xoxo
9:23 AM
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Monday, March 03, 2008'

yay!! the weather in ny has increased. at least now its in the 0^oC - 10^oC . heh. its no more minus!!! wheeee....

4 more days. =)

//edited
i nv knew applying for scholarship is soooooooooooooo troublesome. and yes, im applying for it. my sch fees are too high. im hoping for (its almost a need) financial assistance (if possible) and i do dare to admit to this ok. i really do want to lighten the burden fr mommy. plus this is lyk my dream course, sooooo im pretty much gonna take some responsibilty for it.

next, im gonna apply for bursary too. i really need subsidies!!!!

before u start to have kids, think abt this 1st.
EDUCATION IS EXPENSIVE

and my next short term goal, become an intern for mediacorp / blue inc (magazines)

xoxo
4:56 PM
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its the 3rd time ive logged on to blog here in lyk? less den 12 hrs? ha

anywaz................
ive totally stopped construction on paper werk. i can jolly well start work again today SINCE IM SOOOO FREE AND SOOOO BORED. but im sooooo lazy at the same time. this is bad.

even if the site is up, ive gt nthing to publish yet. cos ive gt nothing actual done. =/

isnt this just great? ha

xoxo
12:13 AM
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Sunday, March 02, 2008'

he only seem to rmb the negative things ive done in my life and nv seem to even have a clue abt those good ones. during dinner, he said tt he keeps getting complains abt me all the way until i finish sec. wtf?! he says i keep failing. ok so wat happened to all the top few in class for some subjs and overalls? wat happened to the good progress award? wat happened to the other achievements ive made in life?

and now, u think tt im still a failure when im passing every single thing (averagely). i guess, if i nv do well in anything tt have to do with math, u juz wont acknowlege it rite? so now i see y am i alwaz a failure to u.

i was naive enough to think tt he'd say my joy in hearing the news on my acceptance to lasalle. obviously, i was wrong. soooo very wrong. he thinks im not gonna do well and work for a good advertising comp or wat so ever. once again, he thinks im NOT gonna do well and end up in some fucked comp earning peas. arghhhhh...

he said lasalle's bad becos its filled with pple sitting ard smoking. hello? are u toking abt urself? fagging all day long. and duh! i gt pissed and said u're just judging on its outlook. u dont see the hard work tt the students produce. so stop judging them lyk tt.

u seee. this is just y i can never ever communicate with u.

u cant even accept the fact tt im all grown up now. y is it a torn to u tt i have a pic of my bf as my hp wallpaper and not mom's? u even bugged mom abt it.

i guess i can see whr all these are coming fr. u just werent apart of my life during my growing up period.

7th march. come quick. i just wanna get outta here. outta all these nonsense.

xoxo
9:33 PM
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wheeeeeeeeee... ny's in 5 days time. omg. sooooo exciting. hahaha...
my new ipod.... HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!
bt i still cant make up my mind. silver or black?

finally!!!! pictures of harlow (baby of joel madden & nicole richie)
i totally love love love them!!!! isnt these pics soooooooooo cute??

AWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!

credits: trent

and these pics. omg. total spoiler i tell u. its justin timberlake in his new movie. goodness gracious. wats with his dick man. almost popping out. now my gorgeous image of j.t is totally ruined.

xoxo
3:55 PM
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