he only seem to rmb the negative things ive done in my life and nv seem to even have a clue abt those good ones. during dinner, he said tt he keeps getting complains abt me all the way until i finish sec. wtf?! he says i keep failing. ok so wat happened to all the top few in class for some subjs and overalls? wat happened to the good progress award? wat happened to the other achievements ive made in life?

and now, u think tt im still a failure when im passing every single thing (averagely). i guess, if i nv do well in anything tt have to do with math, u juz wont acknowlege it rite? so now i see y am i alwaz a failure to u.

i was naive enough to think tt he'd say my joy in hearing the news on my acceptance to lasalle. obviously, i was wrong. soooo very wrong. he thinks im not gonna do well and work for a good advertising comp or wat so ever. once again, he thinks im NOT gonna do well and end up in some fucked comp earning peas. arghhhhh...

he said lasalle's bad becos its filled with pple sitting ard smoking. hello? are u toking abt urself? fagging all day long. and duh! i gt pissed and said u're just judging on its outlook. u dont see the hard work tt the students produce. so stop judging them lyk tt.

u seee. this is just y i can never ever communicate with u.

u cant even accept the fact tt im all grown up now. y is it a torn to u tt i have a pic of my bf as my hp wallpaper and not mom's? u even bugged mom abt it.

i guess i can see whr all these are coming fr. u just werent apart of my life during my growing up period.

7th march. come quick. i just wanna get outta here. outta all these nonsense.
xoxo
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