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Sunday, August 31, 2008'

no. dont tell me working my ass off for shitloads of money will gt me happiness. money cant buy everything esp happiness. it really wont. i knw tt very well. if it will, i whud have been a happy kid last time. u're always showering me with expensive gadgets bt u're nv ard. n now tt u're broke, u tell me money will buy me happiness. please. it really wont.

if money is sooooooooo impt to u, y didnt u plan ur route out when u had shitloads of it tt time?
i really hate how ur whole fam behaves tt way too. u pple dont save up for essentials n now u wanna use all our hard earn money and savings?
NO FUCKING WAY.

i wont let u pple disrupt my peaceful life. cos its thanks to u pple tt nearly drove me into a depression when i was younger. once the opportunity of cutting all ties with u pple comes, i will do it.

xoxo
7:48 PM
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Monday, August 25, 2008'

wow. i finished the homework tt i plan to finish by today in record time. ha.
as for the rest, im tooooooooo lazy to do.

olympics are over. YAY!!!
teeeeeeeveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

xoxo
9:14 PM
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Sunday, August 24, 2008'

ok. i pretty much knw wat type of birthday party i want already.
i want....

a birthday something lyk a mix of the butcher's, and summer hair = forever young vid, and maybe a lil victoria secret.

=)

so. for now, finger crossed tt i can gt a venue.

xoxo
10:38 PM
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i have super ugly legs now.
i slipped and fell yest; causing me to have a super HUGE bruise on my knee.
and the bruise was on the leg tt already have a few extra bruises fr before.
den!! the other side of the leg gt attacked by this mozzie leaving behind a super huge red bite
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

xoxo
7:44 PM
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Wednesday, August 20, 2008'

ive nv felt so upset getting a B. seriously.
i was act aiming for an A for photography. its ok tt i didnt gt an A
bt! im soooooo upset abt getting a B becos thr are some pple who gt a B+ and im very sure and i dare to say tt MY PHOTOS ARE BETTER LAH!
argh....

so pissed.
im ok with the others who gt a B+ or an A because i saw their work n i feel tt they deserve it. BUT!! THR ARE SOME WHO DONT!!!
grrrrr

obviously i questioned my tutor y he only gave me a B and he said tt the prob lies in some of the photos. the technique tt i use werent gd enough (to be detailed, clutterness was the prob). i dunno. every week he said my photos are very good.. mom said maybe he marked based on each person's ability and improvement so maybe i didnt do so well compared to the other time.

dunno.
so fucking annoyed.

no... i still lyk my tutor cos he's really funny.
maybe its me over thinking for this set of photos.
maybe its really lyk wat mom said.
i need perfection for photography which prob caused me to not do so well this time.

i need to relax. =(

xoxo
3:15 PM
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Sunday, August 17, 2008'

im taking a short lil break fr the gazillion homework i have. been staying up working on all my projs n homework. i swear i feel really tired bt happy at the same time. i knw. i sound so geeky. suddenly! sch work makes me happy. ha.. bt i guess tts wat u get when u're doing something u act love.

i still dont understand hw do nafa work. apparantly, ive gt 2 weeks break. i dunno if it act falls on
the 2 tutorial weeks.. if it act does, den i gt to go see the stinky mitch marching his ass out. if its not, den... DAMMIT!! stupid fashion class. hahahaha.. if it doesnt, maybe i'll skip fashion class. i dunno. lets find out when's my break suppose to be 1st.

xoxo
4:13 PM
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008'

note to self:

OMG! STOP BUYING CLOTHES WITH STRIPES.

and stop eyeing on new clothes with stripes too.

work is indeed starting to pile up. im clearing as much as i can bt somehow, part of my time always end up dedicating to other stuffs lyk, i dunno wat. bt i am act quite excited abt completing my trend pages proj. wheeee...

i cant wait for mitch to p.o.p den... i wont have to have lunch alone for a short short while. =)

xoxo
4:37 PM
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Sunday, August 10, 2008'

u knw... sometimes i really cant stand being a quek.
i cant stand how screwed up most of the queks are.
in fact, judging on hw screwed up the quek side is, im act very proud of cheryl, caryn n i.
amazingly, none of us behave lyk them (THANK GOD!).
at grandma quek's age, she still gotta worry abt money n abt the bros falling apart with every quarel.
i have to say, its tt 1 fellow tt we all dislike (and i really mean dislike) who is the cause of everything.

godma was just saying how i gotta carry this burden aft my mom.
i doubt i will want to.
if possible, i just want to pack up and leave bringing grandma quek along.
fuck tt fellow. he has perfectly working arms and legs and brains.
he can go fucking earn his own money n leave cheryl n my fam alone.
thanks to him, everyday cheryl, caryn n i have to suffer in a way or another (lyk worrying if our parents have enough $$ to pay for our sch fees) and obviously keep having to take and alt route in our educational plan.
i knw we do gt to enjoy the good side of life sometimes (becos we deserve to) but we have to work extra hard just to gt without having to act work tt hard fori t.
i had enough of all these shit.
i really am gonna pack up n leave once possible.
im not gonna fucking bring tt asshole along.
seriously, he can just starve to death n die on his own. he deserve it.
he really do.

sometimes, i really wish i was delphine tan instead.

xoxo
6:21 PM
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im sooooo broke.
i need money.
dammmmit.

i hate the idea of having my assets frozen becos of the nyc trip with twang aft 3 - 5yrs fr now.
y start saving so early?
becos just to gt to nyc n stay thr is gonna cost us lyk A BOMB.
grrrr...

i think all my shopping wont even come up to the amt i have to pay for staying n getting to nyc.

anyways,
i wanna go oohtique and buy their penis pasta.
ok. dont think dirty. its just something really cute n act is edible.
its act REAL PASTA (very edible) bt it comes in tiny penis shape.
hahahha!!! so funny.
tts y i want it.
i want to laugh at my food.
=)

next.
i really wanna gt my snug (ear) piercing and my dove in an eden tattoo.
bt cannot. y?
cos no money.
fuck.

i hate being broke.
and i still wanna celeb my birthday.
how? u tell me how?
no. dont tell me to take money fr mitch.
cos im not planning to

xoxo
1:04 AM
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Wednesday, August 06, 2008'

singfest will be my annual work out.

haha!!

this is us before nfg, lost prophets and simple plan started performing.

nfg's chad!!!

more nfg

this is how far we were away from the stage becos! acc to the line up list, its suppose to be someone else performing. not nfg. grrrrrrrrr......

ok. i was pretty close to the stage for lost prophets n simple plan but mich took too many pics of pierre's ass. this is the best i could find in the bunch. as for lost prophets, the pics were all shakey. sign of tiredness. ha

and now... the super sweaty us. i refused to take a pic at this pt of time but ray kept insisting tt i shud. so we did.

i have to say this yr been pretty much a blast. i gt to tour ard america esp ny, gt to study wat i truely love, and singfest 08 which was really awesome.

somehow, thrs still something tts missing. the something tt made 08 not rock even thou it shud. maybe loneliness is getting the better of me.

xoxo
4:23 PM
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Sunday, August 03, 2008'

dont want to really blog abt singfest yet cos... i havent gt pics loaded n the photo taken using ray's cam.
yes. ray... he was at singfest on sat too... ha..

and thanks for the tee mitch. love it loads. =)
and thanks for being thr when perfect was being performed.
so sorry for tt teary moment. cant help.
hurt is the only word to describe the feeling while singing perfect along with pierre.
such a sad yet sweet moment.
i totally loved the whole experience with u all over again.

in fact, im already looking fwd to next yr's singfest.

xoxo
8:18 PM
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