u knw... sometimes i really cant stand being a quek.
i cant stand how screwed up most of the queks are.
in fact, judging on hw screwed up the quek side is, im act very proud of cheryl, caryn n i.
amazingly, none of us behave lyk them (THANK GOD!).
at grandma quek's age, she still gotta worry abt money n abt the bros falling apart with every quarel.
i have to say, its tt 1 fellow tt we all dislike (and i really mean dislike) who is the cause of everything.

godma was just saying how i gotta carry this burden aft my mom.
i doubt i will want to.
if possible, i just want to pack up and leave bringing grandma quek along.
fuck tt fellow. he has perfectly working arms and legs and brains.
he can go fucking earn his own money n leave cheryl n my fam alone.
thanks to him, everyday cheryl, caryn n i have to suffer in a way or another (lyk worrying if our parents have enough $$ to pay for our sch fees) and obviously keep having to take and alt route in our educational plan.
i knw we do gt to enjoy the good side of life sometimes (becos we deserve to) but we have to work extra hard just to gt without having to act work tt hard fori t.
i had enough of all these shit.
i really am gonna pack up n leave once possible.
im not gonna fucking bring tt asshole along.
seriously, he can just starve to death n die on his own. he deserve it.
he really do.

sometimes, i really wish i was delphine tan instead.
xoxo
6:21 PM